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#1
Mar 26, 2008, 11:12 AM
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You know it would be important if only you could disclose it?
For me, it would be I might be DID , I think he might have an idea, but I am not sure. But it scares me to even mention it because somehow if I say it, it might be true.
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Mar 26, 2008, 12:11 PM
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i already told her....
I wanted to make passionate love to her on the couch I even told her about my farting problem last session I have no more secrets and it feels pretty good |
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#3
Mar 26, 2008, 12:50 PM
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Well....I told him about 2 years ago when I did a lot of crazy things, binging on food, driving crazy, spending money....and worst of all, cheating on my husband. That was 2 years ago, I had just started on anti-depressants for the first time ever, and I was severely hormonal and depressed.
I did NOT tell him about these same things happening again...only it was just this past few months, and I have nothing to "blame" it on this time. I'm just a horrible person doing horrible things. It's not an illness, I'm just evil. The thing 2 years ago makes him think Bipolar. But Bipolar wouldn't make me plan weeks in advance to meet a guy. I'm just trying to blame my issues on some illness that doesn't exist....and I'm too scared to admit it! Ugh. I have an appointment tonight. I really need to get this out there... |
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#4
Mar 26, 2008, 12:54 PM
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I am not sure I wish to tell him this, but it is something I would have a hard time sharing with him. I worry that once I am divorced, he will not want to see me for therapy anymore. Like, his job is done, what more is there?
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#5
Mar 26, 2008, 02:38 PM
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I don't know if theres one thing, each time I finally find the courage to brooche a subject I find I'm wanting even more intimacy and on it goes, like an onion of intimacy, with each layer being removed the closer we get.
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#6
Mar 26, 2008, 02:55 PM
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That I lied about my education, I have no graduate degrees and I said I did.
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Mar 26, 2008, 04:13 PM
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that i don't need her no more...and one day i will be able to tell her that |
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Mar 26, 2008, 04:35 PM
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That I was treated years ago (1988-2002) for DID (back when it was MPD) and thought we had successful integration in 2002, but my husband has informed me that he has been with some visitors and I haven't accepted any new loss of time. My therapist only knows about my depression and anxiety issues...
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#9
Mar 26, 2008, 06:39 PM
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I wish I could disclose my feelings for her in person. I can do it in email but not face to face.
Also about abuse memories that I NEED to talk about. |
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#10
Mar 26, 2008, 06:51 PM
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Like Mouse I seem to be tackling disclosures one small squirmy step at a time. I guess the next thing on the list would be to talk about my hang up with being touched.
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"Joy is your sole's knowledge that if you don't get the promotion, keep the relationship, or buy the house, it's because you weren't meant to.You're meant to have something better, something richer, something deeper, Something More." (Sara Ban Breathnach) |
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#11
Mar 26, 2008, 06:52 PM
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when I am and am not doing well and the degree. also the anger of the sexual abuse. i've dealt with the feelings of guilt.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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#12
Mar 27, 2008, 02:21 AM
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yeah i wish that i could tell her i'm doing poorly when face to face. i can be completely empty, devoide of any good feeling, then walk in and be chipper, laughing, smiling... then leave depressed and crying.
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#13
Mar 27, 2008, 11:49 AM
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Ok, so, I did tell him most of that last night. Sure didn't go well....uhm....see my other post on here. Yikes.
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#14
Mar 27, 2008, 01:28 PM
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At this point in my relationship with my T, I can honestly say that there nothing I *wish* I could tell him-- I have told him everything from having sexual feelings for him to letting him know that I love him to telling how poorly I'm doing at times to even showing him my cuts.
I also trust that if something does come up that I am not ready to tell him, that it will come out once the moment is right. If you had asked me this question one year ago, I would have had a whole list of responses. Now, there is nothing. I guess it shows how much our relationship has evolved in time, and how much trust is there. |
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#15
Mar 27, 2008, 10:03 PM
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I'm really proud that I told her things today. I told her that I didn't believe she could help me. We talked a little about why. If she can help me then to do the work I have to admit there is something wrong with me and I don't want to admit that. I also told her another big thing and I'll describe it in the Survivors of Abuse forum. As I said, I'm really proud of myself.
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction! ---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859. |
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#16
Mar 27, 2008, 11:56 PM
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i wish to tell her things i can not even disclose on here in fear she reads this...
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