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Jul 09, 2008, 05:02 PM
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Why am I not getting anywhere?
I saw T today... nothing was accomplished. I still feel odd.. like I don't fit in anywhere. He says he feels like there are two me's. One makes jokes, the other is a hard ***. Why can't I be both? I don't get it. He asked why I'm so angry. I've read all the boohoohaha on it. I know it has something to do with .. um.. well.. an uncomfortable childhood, but I don't want to tell HIM that! I know why (as I suspect he does).. I just can't connect the dots. I don't see what one has to do with the other so instead of talking about it, I dance. I'm an adult.. I'm NOT a child so why can't I control the sarcasm? Why do I go see him? I'm not thinking any more clearly, I'm not out movin' and shakin'............... I'm the same me and that's NOT a good thing. L |
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Jul 09, 2008, 06:44 PM
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(((((((((( Ltr2Hermione )))))))))))))))))
How long have you been seeing your T? It took me a long time to be able to open up to my T and talk about painful things, I still have some difficulties in that department.
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Jul 09, 2008, 07:09 PM
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I haven't been seeing him too long.. a few months.. but it seems so stupid that I just keep pissing and moaning instead of getting out there and making myself useful. I like the guy.. he's cool.. talks like me.... I don't have to censor myself, but I end up walking out of there feeling like more of a babbling idiot than when I went in!
I can't put the icky feeling I have into words... and I don't know if I'm supposed to. It's like I'm LOOKING for things to say. I just don't want to be ME anymore! |
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Jul 15, 2008, 12:39 AM
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I'm sorry you are feeling this way LT... Trusting your therapist is a difficult thing....but in order to begin healing you have to be able to trust him/her and put everything out there on the table. I, too, had a difficult childhood and it was difficult to talk about, as well as other issues, but I finally put it out there and it is helping me to get better.
I used to not be able to go out of the house at all...now I can go to the grocery albeit difficult, doctor by myself, and drop dd off at events. Without therapy I could not have left the house...and without it still I wouldn't leave the house.... Yes, it is hard being ME...but I have no other choice this is who I am right now! TJ 
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