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Jul 30, 2008, 06:54 PM
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Been spiraling down since the dissociative episode yesterday. Feeling extremely ashamed about yesterday's session. When I think of myself/my sexuality my feelings toward T, I feel bad. I discussed some of this yesterday and now I feel like crap. What was I thinking?
Sigh. I don't want to continue but I know I can't go back to where I was, so I feel as though this supposed therapeutic relationship will just continue on its painful course until it dies. I need a bath. 
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Jul 30, 2008, 06:59 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((( Miss C ))))))))))))))))))))))))
I can really relate to that feeling of "I said too much". That feeling is really what led me to just being ready to up and quit therapy yesterday. Can you breathe, and know that T cares about you, and accepts you as you are? You have such a good relationship with T, nothing you say in session will change that. The spot you're in is so painful. Would it help to call T? 
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Jul 30, 2008, 07:06 PM
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Thanks, earthmama,
I called just now and left a ridiculous teary message on his machine that cut off during...had to call back and continue. Ugh. But I didn't ask him to call me back. I'm, yeah, I'm in the place of wanting to quit. omg, yuck, what a moron I feel like. 
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Jul 30, 2008, 07:24 PM
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LET'S ALL QUIT THERAPY ON THE SAME DAY. IT CAN BE LIKE THE NIGHT THAT DISCO WAS DESTROYED. WE CAN STOMP ON OUR APPOINTMENT CARDS AND SET FIRE TO OUR RECEIPTS.
Ok, no. Let's not. But %#@&#!, I know the feeling of just wondering how long the pain in the relationship will last... wondering what the point of the whole thing is... and feeling like the hurt outweights the benefit. Okay, Miss, I have homework for you. I want you to take some time to think about some of the benefits of yesterday's session. I want you to write them down. You can post them here, or just write them down for youself. Do it. Do I look like I'm joking? I didn't think so. 
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#5
Jul 30, 2008, 07:27 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font> LET'S ALL QUIT THERAPY ON THE SAME DAY. IT CAN BE LIKE THE NIGHT THAT DISCO WAS DESTROYED. WE CAN STOMP ON OUR APPOINTMENT CARDS AND SET FIRE TO OUR RECEIPTS. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font> Do I look like I'm joking? </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> ummmmmmm, yeah
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Jul 30, 2008, 07:36 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I want you to take some time to think about some of the benefits of yesterday's session. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Cant think of any. Nary a one. I made a complete *** of meself. And, left a more embarrassing message on his machine. Can I borrow your costume? I'll have to listen to Foo Foo now. 
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Jul 30, 2008, 07:47 PM
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Oh, you mean this one??
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Jul 30, 2008, 08:12 PM
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roflmao
Ok you made me laugh.... I was actually thinking of the bird costume. But this one will do nicely. It fits with the theme.
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Jul 30, 2008, 08:35 PM
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I think I've taken the jackass or idiot award this week.
My 10 yr old threw a big temper tantrum and is currently in timeout.  Miss C I think your T really cares about you and will stick with you as you wade through this muck.
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#10
Jul 30, 2008, 08:39 PM
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((((((( MissC )))))
That wanting to run/quit is so hard to fight--hang in there, keep going You're doing really good work in there. Maybe just time for extra "me" time for you between sessions?
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Jul 30, 2008, 08:40 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
pinksoil said: LET'S ALL QUIT THERAPY ON THE SAME DAY. IT CAN BE LIKE THE NIGHT THAT DISCO WAS DESTROYED. WE CAN STOMP ON OUR APPOINTMENT CARDS AND SET FIRE TO OUR RECEIPTS. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Ooooh - keep me posted on the date for this. See ya', T! 
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#12
Jul 30, 2008, 08:49 PM
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I'll quit twice just so I'm with the group.
 I'll bring the ugly couch if Miss C will bring the chair with the assprint to burn. Pinksoil dirty-dancers can start the fire.
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Jul 30, 2008, 08:51 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
earthmama said: </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font> pinksoil said: LET'S ALL QUIT THERAPY ON THE SAME DAY. IT CAN BE LIKE THE NIGHT THAT DISCO WAS DESTROYED. WE CAN STOMP ON OUR APPOINTMENT CARDS AND SET FIRE TO OUR RECEIPTS. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Ooooh - keep me posted on the date for this. See ya', T! </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> I'm all for this, let me know so I can put the date in my planner!
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Jul 30, 2008, 09:12 PM
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How about monday??? Does monday work for everyone? And I'm not just quitting t so i don't have to tell her that even with Benedict (who I am keeping) I have been drinking and SIing- I'm ready to quit ALL OF THEM. MD, DO, T....
Bring it on.
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Jul 30, 2008, 11:37 PM
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Can I quit too?
 I need to. Desperately... before she dumps me. Get them before they get you... and all that thinking.((((((((((MissC))))))))))))))
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Jul 30, 2008, 11:46 PM
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Ok. It will look something like this, only we will make "THERAPY SUCKS" signs-- OR you can make a personalized sign with the name of your therapist. Ex: BOB SUCKS. Pdocs are also welcome to be included in Therapy Demolition Night. Ex: DR. SMITH SUCKS.
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