I Did It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I did it I did it..I'm doing my little excited dance.
I actually called the thearpist todaY!!! I didn't hang up I didn't freak out I didn't flip my lid. I'm even going to actually go to an appointment..hopefully next thursday morning and then from there she said we could schedule a regular time. I'm just nervous because I have to tell my parents because I have to have their insurance information so I can pay for the thearpy but I am thrilled..I feel so proud of myself...she sounds really nice and it was really easy talking to her on the phone and she totally understood how hard it was for me to call..I'm just wanted to tell ya'll.
Please do keep nagging me to tell my parents though..and to actually schedule the appointment
Lots of love
Silver

Way to go! Silver, why not go ahead and ask your parents for your insurance card, and that way you won't be suffering from still needing to ask all these days....

Well, that is just SO GREAT!!!!!!!!!! I am so, so proud of you!

You put a much needed smile on my face

SO, bask in the glory of this huge accomplishment.....and then tomorrow - it's time to tell your parents. Keep that forward momentum going!

That first step can be so hard to take and you did it!!

Congratulations Silversparrow!

first time on these boards so i have no clue what you did other than call a therapist..however congrats are in order..keep up the good work

That's awesome Silversparrow!

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That is an awesome step in the right direction.

Now, what sort of timeline should we say for you telling your parents and booking this appt? Working with a schedule always works best for me.

Regardless, good job

Go Girlfriend!! That took courage and you're moving in the right direction. Good for you. Now, keep it up and talk to your parents.

tulips

I certainly know how it feels to do what you have done!!! That is so wonderful!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAY!

Pat yourself on the back. You just took a great step.
The next step talking with your folks will be a little easier. I'm not saying it will not be hard but not as hard as calling the T

Let us know how things go.

Whooooooooo hoooooooooooo!!!!! Rock on!!!! Keep it up!!!

kiya

Silver, I am so happy for you!!!!!!!!! Good Work!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(((((Silver))))))))) That is AWESOME!!!
I am so proud of you.

Well done silver!!!

My mom already knew I wanted to go back to thearpy and told me to call if I wanted to..my dad doesn't know and that's okay because my dad doesn't get all werid about these sort of things like my mom...it's just that dad is in charge of all finanical and insurance related material and he likes to procrastinate...I had to stay on his back about printing my new insurance card for three hours before he would actually do it...I won't see him till about four this afternoon but the t said just to call and leave a message because she was going to be out of town till friday...my tummy is getting all quesy..
Thank you all for your encouragment..I was trying to talk myself out of the whole thing while I was at the doctor today and then I got home and saw this and was just thrilled that I had so many people supporting me..

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Do you understand why?

I"m scared...I don't know what to expect...I have been to a thearpist once before but I was such an emotional wreck that I just bawled and hyperventailted the whole time and felt like I couldn't talk because my parents were in the waiting room. I'm scared because I know this is a commentment and I'm going to have to actually open up and tell things..but mostly I don't know what to expect..What should I expect???

Silversparrow, that's great you called the therapist. You are really taking responsibility for your own health.

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felt like I couldn't talk because my parents were in the waiting room

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What should I expect???

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Your therapist will know what to do and will probably ask you some questions. She will be able to tell if you are nervous and will help guide you through the session. One thing she might ask is what brings you to see her?

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I was such an emotional wreck that I just bawled and hyperventailted the whole time

I'm scared because I know this is a commentment and I'm going to have to actually open up and tell things..

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I did a lot of crying in therapy. I thought it was very therapeutic.

You can open up at your own pace. If you aren't comfortable tell her so.

The therapy is for you so approach it that way.

My parents aren't going this time..I'm 18 and I have my own car..so there is no need for them to go..that is part of the reason I've decided to start back in thearpy because my parents don't have to be involved in thearpy in any way...

******umm these next questions meation si I just wanted to warn everyone because I know we all have diffrent triggers and I didn't want to trigger anyone.******************************************************************

Should I bring up my SI in the first session or let it come out on it's own? If I do tell t that I si does she have to tell my parents?? I know I'm an adult so legally they have no responsiblity or legal ties to me without my consent..but I was wondering if she has to because I pose a danger to myself or something like that??

go you. uhuh go you. uhuh go you. WELL DONE!. go you. (by the way.....go you lol )

GO YOU!!!!



Oh and with telling your parents

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Best to ask hypothetically, what her stance is on self-injury. Since you're 18 she's not allowed to tell your parents and most (good) therapists know that SI doesn't mean you're a real danger to yourself (not suicidal). But ask hypothetically, and I would bring it up if its important for you to stop the behaviour or explore the reasons why you do it.