Soooo... against probably better judgement based on past history..

My ex mikey and i had a long(think 11 hours with alot of me grilling hehe) talk...and decided to take things slow/keep it to ourselves right now..as our families are both complete drama..and neither of us need that..

anyways we got back together..and I have to say, hes really pulling his weight. Hes making sure to do everything he can to prove himself. Its amazing. Im still reserving parts of myself to see whats going to happen..I DO love him, to peices, but im witholding that for now..to be honest I couldnt be MORE in love with him or i think id burst. But i have a need for him to prove himself before i let him hear that..

But last night he told me he loves me, always has, and is in love with me, and will be no matter what happens..as his life is..well complicated still..

anyways.. we have been having looooooooong talks. I think hes really trying to pull away from his old life.. which is good and is what caused most of the problems we had..just drama from other people mostly.

Anyways, its been a little bright spot for me and its nice.

It probably doesnt help that hes AMAZINGLY good looking and well built

[jbug]

Congrats Rain!

I think it is smart of you to hold back part of your heart though. How is he with Jeremy?

Jan

Amazing..always has been. i have vids and pics of him with jer when he was just a little bean.

Anyways, he called at NINE THIRTY am..better be good sucker.. haha

turns out im being whisked away on friday for the weekend to a neighboring beach province

[eskielover]

Be careful, be wise, don't do anything that would jeopardize your Mommy position with Jeremy....use your mind & not your heart (& I don't mean your mind thinking about how good looking he is....cause that isn't your mind).

This is your conscience talking on the other shoulder, not the one that's saying go for it....he's so good looking & gee, he's telling me how much he loves me & always has......think about Jer telling you how much he loves Mommy.....that "I love you" that he gave.....has more truth in it than those words from any guy who wants to get you back. Your conscience that is telling you that your life is complicated enough without adding someone elses complications on top of that. Craving for a guy's attention & company isn't worth loosing the things that really count in life.

THINK FIRST,
Debbie

[VickiesPath]

Originally Posted by eskielover

Be careful, be wise, don't do anything that would jeopardize your Mommy position with Jeremy....use your mind & not your heart (& I don't mean your mind thinking about how good looking he is....cause that isn't your mind).

This is your conscience talking on the other shoulder, not the one that's saying go for it....he's so good looking & gee, he's telling me how much he loves me & always has......think about Jer telling you how much he loves Mommy.....that "I love you" that he gave.....has more truth in it than those words from any guy who wants to get you back. Your conscience that is telling you that your life is complicated enough without adding someone elses complications on top of that. Craving for a guy's attention & company isn't worth loosing the things that really count in life.

THINK FIRST,
Debbie

[AAAAA]

Rain we all deserve to be happy and this guy might beat the odds and turn his life around and become a fine father and significant other. (Do I recall a similar post like this when Jer was an infant?)

BUT and this is the Empire State Buildings of BUT’s, you are in a very difficult place in your life. Just as they recommend against entering a serious romantic relationship when in and following rehab, it’s just as dangerous now. Right now the easiest thing in the world would be to let Prince Charming whisk you away from all of the negative crap you’ve got going on in your life. That is just the worst thing you can do, avoiding your problems only compound them.

Is this Jeremy’s father? If so, being a father is not a part time job that you can just pick up and discard depending upon your mood. Regardless, you have to consider how his presence in your life will affect the outcome of your custody hearing. Right or wrong his errors in judgments will be visited upon you.

No one needs a vacation right now more than you do and a romantic vacation appeals to the romantic me. However the adult me is saying that the issues you’re facing now, physically, emotionally, and financially will still be here when you return on Monday. Wouldn’t YOU be better served by using that time, energy, and money to make your situation easier? If I am out of line I apologize, I just don’t want you to be blinded by the light only to find the darkness much deeper on the other side.

[susan888]

Rainbowzz, I wish you both well...my daughter is trying to reconcile with my grandson's Daddy. He cheated on her and was not a good mate when they were together. They are taking it slow and she is keeping her apartment....If only we all had a crystal ball!!! (((Rainbowzz)))) ((((Jer))))

[jerrymichele]

Just be very careful. Change is so hard, but if he stays away from the bad influnces he might have a chance.