[LostandLonleySoul]

I feel as though I no longer exsist. Yet again something else. I really hate my life and I no longer want to be part of it. I have not let my anger and hurt too out of control today in front of my dad. I got like an hour of sleep so that he could sleep in. I had fresh hot coffee when he did get up. I made him breakfast. I made him lunch. I planned this really good dinner for him. Well no dinner. My ypunger sister (who is his favorite(outta five kids I am number five) calls and I talk to her and tell her what I am doing and then she talks to daddy and she has this wonderful plan to go to the movies. My dad asks my younger brothers and never said a word to me. I was standing in the kitchen next to him when my brother says that they have to leave. It was like I wasn't even there. Left with out saying a word.

I seriously think that everyones life would be better without me!!

[Myzen]

Kath,

Ouch! I know about the 'invisible' feeling. It's so hard.

No need to talk about similar experiences that I have been through myself, it's just the feeling that counts. Feeling invisible is feeling unloved.

I'm sorry that you are feeling like this.

Peaceful thoughts, Myzen

[nightowl2]

((((((((((Kathie))))))))))))
Sorry your stupid family made you feel invisable. You are not, you have reached out to me. I know how hard it can be with family sometimes. I am glad you are here and hope we have a chance to get to know each other better. But for now i am sending you kind thoughts.
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[LostandLonleySoul]

Thank you NightOwl. Call me anytime to talk and if not at home i can call you back.

[amdx64]

My mom and my wife and her two kids are the only people that like me .. my dad to her dad and everyone else dont like me .. whats hard is her family makes a dinner and excludes me from it so theres only enough for her and her kids .. my wife gets upset but with then helping out when we need it theres nothing she can say. So i know how it feels to be ignored and ive been told things would be better off if i was gone.

So Kathie do like i do just leave or say what you want and do your own thing you dont need them to make your life hell, i know its easly said then done and even i have tough time with things but its all we have is ourselves.