Trigger for illegal drug use Okay I am Spilling It All!

I'm not being rude when I say that this has been a very interesting saga. I check back each day to make sure you are ok and to see what has been happening....I can see a book on the shelves at the book store "One Legged Crack Wh***"...

Very glad that you are ok though Nuck

Yeah, I am ok. I just stay away from anyone using drugs around here. Heck, I stay away from everyone around here. It's strange though because as soon as I step out of the parking lot and into the neighborhood, I am in a completely different world. My neighborhood is a very pedestrian friendly. It is made up of remodeled old houses... Lots of people exercising via walking, running, biking. Some have strollers, lots of dog walking going on. It is very peaceful.

Ex squatter was passing by. Said he doesn't hang out with the girl down stairs. Went into a guys apartment this time. Still enjoying the peacefulness of mx apartment. Every woman except myself is a felon (I kid you not). Normally apartments run a backround check to protect their other tenants. My caseworker helped me pick this place out. I liked it because of surrounding neighborhood. I think I am going to ask her why she put a disabled person in with a bunch of felons and if she feels okay doing that next time I see her.

Stay safe, NF.

for you, my dear Ms. Futz.

Thanks! Staying safe. These people are more afraid of me. A white girl with no felony convictions who doesn't do drugs with a cellphone glued to her hand. I could call 911 at any time (I even know the number LOL)! Well it looks like I am not as alone as I thought...check out my upcoming post in the Anxiety Forum "They're Back"! Coming shortly.

Hang in there NF!! This is definitely the final stretch

Yeah, I know. As long as I stay on the up and up and can get away from county mental health (this is where everything started to go haywire). Maybe I need to journal about this. But then again maybe I need to write a book on all my experiences. Who knows.

Start with a journal and then follow up with a book I'd read it

I'm glad Mr. Pain-In-The-Butt is gone....now if you could only get rid of the bugs.

Yeah, that's wierd about the bugs. The one legged crack ***** has had them since before I moved in. She is not allergic to them and they do not bite her. They have tried boric acid which does not get rid of them. They never sent out a professional exterminator. My bugs were gone from the time I got here until a couple of weeks ago. The caseworker said that since I had a previous infestation that I would have to pay for it. Texas law says that is debateable. In other words, I would need an atty. I will cross that bridge when I come to it. Little miss crack ***** has been "telling on people" for any lease violation. That means they know about my guest who stayed with her from time to time. Can't prove it but if she mentioned illegal drugs or alcohol I would pit my urine test against hers any day. I am just pissed she tells the manager everything others are doing wrong. I have a right to privacy and now it has been violated by another tenant. If I find a good private atty it is kickass time.

I don't have anything to add but I've been following this thread (((((((((( NF ))))))))))

Thanks for the hug though.

Hello, NuckingFutz. Does not seem like a nice place to live.

No, it is not a nice place to live. But you can't get to know the neighbors before move in. I am just staying inside today and making a plan.

staying inside wif you...

Awe, thank you! I can enjoy inside and off property. Since the bed bugs are such a stressor for me, once I get totally with the VA, I am going after her for her ignorance of bed bugs and how she treats the mentally ill. Better yet, if her agency paid attention back in '91, they would have seen I did not qualify for county help and never should have treated me in the first place. Also found out the four felons she placed here are her clients! Found a dirty needle on the way to my apartment today...why does this not surprise me? The inside of my apartment is really nice though.