[katheryn]

this week started of bad we ended up falling out but hopefully we sorted this out, so tonight im working i work a fall 12hrs at a time husband has made arrangements to go out but this is the 3rd time and each time he has done this the person lets him down ,

i afraid this will happen tonight and i wont be around to help him through his disappointment im so hopping everything goes allright because like all of us we need something else to do and other ppl to mix with , this is a work collegue which mixing with them will make it that bit easier going back to work when the doc gives him the all clear , which we both are hopping is on thurs so heres good luck to dec and best wishes are with him even when im not there.

[katheryn]

i messed up when husband went out , i couldnt get hold of him and strted imagining the worst especially when i found out that exff car was gone as well i apoligised when o found out and said i shouldnt jump to conclussions but me and my big mouth didnt stop there i found a ripped up envelope in the bin addressed to this exff he told me he found it in his pocket it had been there since when he wanted closure a couple of weeks ago and he told me he found it last night and ripped it up i again apoligised now i think i ruined the chance of us working out our marriage and this has upset him big time hes gone for a walk but wont even commit to talking to me about this and trying to sort out the mess i made im afarid im loosing him all over again