[UneasyPeasy]

i don't know if i can go on right now. the love of my life for two years just told me he doesn't love me anymore when no more than 12 hours ago he told me he did. i am completely broken. i don't know what to do. i'm shaking and having thoughts of suicide. i do not know what to do.

[Leed]

The first concern is YOU. Can you call a crisis number in your area? I'm sure there is one in your phone book ~ it might be listed under your county services under mental health. Give them a call.

Dearheart, I know you are heartbroken right now ~ you have to grieve just as if someone had died. This is a loss of a relationship so you need to grieve this loss, and it will take time to heal ~ but you WILL HEAL. Please put the thoughts of suicide out of your head -- that would be a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem. You will find someone again, who DESERVES you. This guy didn't know that he had a diamond ~ he is the one who really lost out.

Be kind to yourself, be patient. You will heal from this. Each day will be easier than the day before -- it might not seem like it but it will be. And keep posting -- we'll listen. In the meantime, please call the crisis hotline or if you have a therapist, call him/her. God bless you sweetie and take care. WE care!!! Hugs, Lee

[2MuchCoffee]

I'm so sorry Peasy!

Leed gave you the best advice. Find someone you can talk to in person if you can. If you have family or friends - call them, they love you and want to know when you're having a tough time so they can help you. But if there is no one in that category for you, call your crisis line. This is what those folks are there for and they care deeply about what you're going through. We do, too.

Suicide absolutely is not the solution. Your heartbreak is temporary even though it doesn't feel like it right now. It will pass, time will heal.

Keep reaching out!