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Old Jun 10, 2013, 04:55 AM
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so this will sound odd to some of you since for me it relates to me being poly as well as me just being pagan as well.

I have always related to three specific totem/spirit animals that I feel dwell in the depths of my soul
1.Tiger
2.Fox
3.Wolf

I have recently moved in with a close friend of mine....and we are both wolf spirited people we are very close we have known each other for 11 years almost.

But she is not poly this is perfectly ok to me as well.

There has been a little bit of tension in the Inner circle of our pack, I have always been I guess to our group a lone wolf. I longed for the connection of pack and family but never was allowed to get that close and I have been emotionally walked on by a lot of people.

soo I can be a lil cautious about how I go about with things, I merely find it ironic now because I feel I have two major pack in my life this one. And the one I have with my Girlfriend and her husband and his partners.

its is a goal for to the bring the two closer together rather then farther apart but I don't wish to push either.

I think this can be doable its just going to take time and patience for me.
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Old Jun 10, 2013, 12:59 PM
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I must say, this does sound very interesting and inspired, but the fuchsia color part of your signature seems to contain mutually exclusive statements .
Thanks for this!
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Old Jun 10, 2013, 03:42 PM
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lol as screwed up of a women I am...I am colorful
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Old Jun 10, 2013, 05:05 PM
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lol as screwed up of a women I am...I am colorful
OK, then remove the GRAY part and go for bolder colors!
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Old Jun 10, 2013, 06:39 PM
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lol I would but gray does actually suite me as to asexuality I mean I can be sexual and sometimes I can't....with some of my partners...its weird but it is what seems to mesh for m best
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Old Jun 10, 2013, 07:54 PM
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lol I would but gray does actually suite me as to asexuality I mean I can be sexual and sometimes I can't....with some of my partners...its weird but it is what seems to mesh for m best
Indeed, VERY very interesting!

Good luck in putting together your pack.

PS Are you sure you are asexual with some of the partners and not just "not sexually attracted to them but appreciative of their friendship and personality"?

Because, you know, it is rare to be sexually attracted to everybody, and you are not considered asexual for that.
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