Question that I must ask.

As you know, I am having a hard time trying to find people that have things in common with me.

There are many factors that contribute to me being avoidant, one specifically, I cannot talk about on here, because no one wants to hear about it. Besides, it was my fault for deciding to say, "I want to be-" all because I had a crush on that FB player (who, by the way was so arrogant yet, he was the slowest player on the field. You know what? Just let me bash him just this once, I need to get rid of some of the negative energy.). So now I am facing my consequences by being starved and deprived slowly of my human rights.

How can I connect to the kids at my school even though I have different interests and a different mindset?

To be honest, I don't know what my personality is, and no one is telling what the deal is.

I can't figure out everything myself. I don't know the answers to everyone's problems and I don't know everything about the Universe.

you don't have to. I didn't. Look where I am now, uni. And I passed the first year too

(OK it depends on whether you want to go to uni or go straight into employment after school)