[Elektra_]

miss having someone to like.. someone to be excited for, looking forward to meet them, having a face to daydream about since im never corresponded. would be nice to have at least that..

[lightinthesky]

Or someone who will miss you if you are not there.
Think I know how you feel

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[Elektra_]

interesting... usually i get interested in idiots but when i do get interested in a nice guy.. guess what? hes taken... yay for me

[LadyShadow]

Just got duped. I fell for someone I used to think of every day. I miss it too. Nothing but liars out there unfortunately

[Elektra_]

sorry to hear that hun

Originally Posted by PlatinumHeart

Just got duped. I fell for someone I used to think of every day. I miss it too. Nothing but liars out there unfortunately

[Elektra_]

valentines day *throws up*

[gloamingone]

I don't like today either, and I'm in a relationship! Lol

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[Elektra_]

why would a man even look at me.. i have a body of 11 y/o, face of 18 y/o. i dont dress all womanly with high heels and whatnot. they just see a kid with no interest at all. what do i have to offer anyway? i have nothing im my life to keep a convo interesting not to mention im a freak. sad part is other freaks have it and i dont. this life isnt for everyone...

[demed21]

don't be so hard on yourself

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[Elektra_]

Originally Posted by demed21

don't be so hard on yourself

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just being accurate but thanks for replying

[Elektra_]

the more i think about it the more i realize that all my interactions (i cant call it more than that) with males were all fake. all liars, mind games to get what they wanted, sex. all they ever wanted was that. so many sweet talks or sweet names and all that crap but in the end was all about a ****ing vagina. i was never special enough to have love. im just an idiot for falling for it over and over. there is no love for me.

[lightinthesky]

Originally Posted by Elektra_

the more i think about it the more i realize that all my interactions (i cant call it more than that) with males were all fake. all liars, mind games to get what they wanted, sex. all they ever wanted was that. so many sweet talks or sweet names and all that crap but in the end was all about a ****ing vagina. i was never special enough to have love. im just an idiot for falling for it over and over. there is no love for me.

So maybe leave it all for a while. Life isn't all just about relationships

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[Elektra_]

maybe giving my age would be about time to have a bf! even my ****ing fam doc said: oh u need a bf. i just felt like slapping the shi.t out of her.

[lightinthesky]

Originally Posted by Elektra_

maybe giving my age would be about time to have a bf! even my ****ing fam doc said: oh u need a bf. i just felt like slapping the shi.t out of her.

Well if it doesn't work out for you now maybe leave it for now. Yeah would be nice to have one but ain't end of the world if you don't have one.

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[kipper-bang]

Originally Posted by Elektra_

the more i think about it the more i realize that all my interactions (i cant call it more than that) with males were all fake. all liars, mind games to get what they wanted, sex. all they ever wanted was that. so many sweet talks or sweet names and all that crap but in the end was all about a ****ing vagina. i was never special enough to have love. im just an idiot for falling for it over and over. there is no love for me.

There is love for you and it starts with 'self love'. Once you love yourself as you would a baby or a good friend, all doors will open for you. I was like you for 8yrs. After an abusive marriage for 22yrs, I felt I should not even be sharing the air others breath. I was worthless.

For 8 yrs I did not date but worked on loving myself completely. I made lots of girlfriends who supported me and made the effort to call them even when I did not feel like it. I then kissed a few frogs who after a few dates did not meet my new standards. It did not put me off once.

When I did not expect it, I met a guy in the local supermarket. We were married over 13yrs before he died of a heart attack. I will look for love in the future but any man who is with me needs to reach my standards or I no longer want him.

Learn first to love yourself x

[Elektra_]

sorry to hear that he died

the thing is i feel worthless caz i never had a bf so is all way around. and i cant even have frogs lolol i must be quite something.

Originally Posted by kipper-bang

There is love for you and it starts with 'self love'. Once you love yourself as you would a baby or a good friend, all doors will open for you. I was like you for 8yrs. After an abusive marriage for 22yrs, I felt I should not even be sharing the air others breath. I was worthless.

For 8 yrs I did not date but worked on loving myself completely. I made lots of girlfriends who supported me and made the effort to call them even when I did not feel like it. I then kissed a few frogs who after a few dates did not meet my new standards. It did not put me off once.

When I did not expect it, I met a guy in the local supermarket. We were married over 13yrs before he died of a heart attack. I will look for love in the future but any man who is with me needs to reach my standards or I no longer want him.

Learn first to love yourself x

[LadyShadow]

Originally Posted by Elektra_

sorry to hear that hun

Thanks! Its been a while since I wrote that and I'm feeling better, hope you are feeling better too