 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Dec 26, 2014, 01:03 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I might be inkice but idk with b
Who. I hate most people. Not that anyone gives a ****. I miss my mom but not my real mom. My dad had to fo to the ER AND I. was pissed it wasn't terminal. He's making it impossible o eat. Imm so hungry but I drink to forget. I wan him to ****ing die. No obe is there. I hate Last edited by Wren_; Dec 26, 2014 at 01:46 AM. Reason: Administrative edit |
 Depletion
|
|
#2
Dec 26, 2014, 01:32 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Sounds like you are trying to drown the pain? I hear you and hope you can stop hurting yourself with alcohol. You have such potential.
Stay safe. x |
|
#3
Dec 26, 2014, 02:46 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
The pain burns in. A bad way
|
| Open Eyes, SeekerOfLife
|
|
#4
Dec 26, 2014, 06:53 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Doesn't being drunk at your parents make things even worse growli? I can't imagine that any interactions between you and your mom would go over very well if you're smashed.
__________________
"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
|
#5
Dec 27, 2014, 05:01 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Quote:
I never drink when it would be likely for her to find out it interact with me. However, it's worse for a lot of reasons. For one, I am too afraid to eat in front of them so I have to wait until late at night to eat and then go upstairs and make the food in terror of being caught. So I drink on an empty stomach and I can't eat much during or afterwards. It sometimes makes it harder to figure out when real life stops and the memories begin. I end up just crying alone in the basement and shaking with fear. I guess I do that even when sober, but drunk is worse. I get closer to cutting again though. Last night, I nearly went into my dad's workshop and got something to really do some damage, but I was able to remember that I had a voice recording that LCM made for me in our last session before break taking me through stuff like that so I just listened to it on repeat while crying until I vomited and passed out asleep. |
| LiteraryLark
|
|
#6
Dec 27, 2014, 09:55 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Well... definiely sounds like your drinking it causing you way more problems than anything else. It sure doesn't seem to be making it any easier to be at home for the holidays.
__________________
"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
 Trippin2.0, ~Christina
|
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
