I hate playing games

I'm good at pretending not to see when people are being fake with me- why must (mostly women) be nice to your face and then talk **** behind your back? I don't do that- I follow the old adage, "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." I treat people how they treat me, but I should start calling people out on their ********- because being two faced should not be tolerated-I don't care anymore. I'm not some young white eyed and bushy tailed naive little girl who afraid to speak my mind, I just usually like to avoid conflict, usually . . . but sometimes when feelings of aggravation and annoyance build up, it really feels nice to get things off my chest . . . It seems more and more 'women' keep playing these highschool mind games as they get older- there are far and few women and girls like myself out there- I've met a few of them, but we agree, the majority of 'women' and girls out there are not fun to be around. They're straight up selfish two faced *****es. Really annoying. I'd like to blame society for the most part- because it continues the vicious cycle of bad parenting to a degree, but people also guess are just born lacking an inherent level of morals and conscience. Life isn't about looking the best and/or making the most 'paper' and having all the latest and 'greatest' bull ****! If you think so, your life is just sad and pathetic. Ha ha, and these same dumb *****es (and guys too) are all about praising their Lord too all the while doing some morally corrupt ****, so ****ing hypocritical. Anyway, I'm going off on a tangent now . . . ...

I have struggled with this my entire life. I cannot stand the shallow hypocritical behavior either. I have had few true friends but there are some out there.
I have never been able to pretend, I would either acknowledge the behavior or just disengage and leave them to their own behavior.
Keep the faith you will find sincere people!

Hey, one more thing, I was thinking about a couple people in particular and then was thinking of some other people - I felt a little embarrassed by my post, as I was a bit tired and cranky and hadn't had my coffee yet, lol. I'm glad I'm not alone in my feelings. It's hard to talk about such things really, you never know who to trust.

Don't be embarrased by it - WELL SAID!!

No need to regret saying that. Games are an awful thing for people to play but it happens all the time.