Friend dissappears

Today at therapy something strange happened with one of my friends we came in for group played yahtzee everything was fine but my therapist didn't realize she double double booked us afterwards for an appointment so my friend becky was like you need to tell her she double booked i was like okay.so when she came becky ended up telling her herself the therapist said she was sorry but she would see me first and figure out what she could do.so i went with my therapist and becky stayed in the lobby but afterwards we came back out and she was gone.becky is partly blind and uses a stick to get around and a buse picks her up so they didn't think shed left so there like were is becky and there looking all around for her i went to the bathroom and my therapist came in and i said shes not in here. Then when she leaves all of a sudden becky comes walking in and says hi i don't know what to do so i say hi and walk out.my therapist is waiting outside the door and says were is becky.i say shes in the bathroom. And i leave outside but when i come back in the therapist is gone and the receptions is asking me if ive seen becky i say no this time.by that time my dad is calling and i have to go but i do make sure to call and leave a message and ask what happened cause honestly i don't know its strange and hopefully tomorrow i get answers. Hopefully shes okay she has history of hurting herself looked out of it when i saw her and was told there were no openings at the crisis center yesterday

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Understandable that you're worried about your friend, Becky. Would it be likely that she might contact you later to reassure you? Is there someone close by who you are comfortable sharing your worry and concern with just in case it overwhelms you? Does Becky dissociate and if so what would usually happen? Are there regular places she goes? I hope that you are reassured soon so that you can stop worrying.

Is there any news? And are you ok?

No I haven't heard from my therapist ill have to call her again?normally she gets back to me by now I'm worried my friends been hospitalized

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Is there a crisis team that you are able to contact or the police to check on her? If she HAS been hospitalized then that would be a safe place for her. Is there any way you can find out? Maybe through a family member.

How are YOU coping? There was a worrying post from you at about the same time you posted this one.

Yeah im dealing with a lot and hurting myself is nothing new for my family or my therapist or anyone who knows me.im in the hospital a lot for trying to end my life though there usually failed attempts i just got out of the er last twice for suicide attempts no one in that er cared.know why?im a hopeless cause that's what they know i come in after an overdose i resist help i hurt myself more i try to leave the works and they say it's all for attention so they use as an excuse to treat or rather not treat me with decent care.in honesty im very impulsive in hospitals and i have a hard time controling myself when i feel trapped or cornered somewhere.i want to go to a crisis center but if there are no beds there will send me to a locked mental facility and i can't handle that.so i dont know what to do in the meantime i cut to cope with my thoughts but its only a temporary fix the suicidal thoughts keep poping up sometimes even when im cutting its down right scary. My friend is going through a lot i guess she has some crazy roommates and she went blind recently a year or two ago so shes adjusting i do worry about her but i don't think i can get much information due to confidentiality if she is in the hospital i will know if i dont see her next Thursday as we have group together

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That does sound scary. I'm relieved you're still here, through whatever "temporary" means necessary. Even "impulsive hopeless causes " need the care and attention from er staff.....even if s/he is resisting help.

For sure there just aren't enough beds at crises centers around the globe. We have the same problem here. To me that seems mad. Wouldn't it be smarter to have the ambulance at the top of the cliff as well as the bottom? Sigh.

Yikes, going blind on top of all that your friend is going through is a huge adjustment.

Have her "crazy roommates" seen or heard from her? Maybe she is safely in hospital. I do hope so, so that you can ease your worry. X