Is he the abuser or am i? help

Heh, i got confused there myself for a moment. Basically; I used to have a close group of friends about 2 years ago, now we´ve drifted apart but we see each other very rarely to drink coffee and talk about mundane things.
I have a friend group in school whom i´m not very close with, just sit next to in classes.
I don´t need friends, i´m strong on my own. But it would be nice to have friends, it makes you appear in better light if you do.

Everyone needs a friend or more. Humans are social creatures.

Are you in college? If so what’s your major ?

Indeed most people do need friends. I try to convince myself otherwise but deep down i know i am wrong.
I´m still in high school hah, i go to art class!