Just Tired How I'm Treated.

I'm tired how I'm treated.
As a child I was treated horribly.
I was being nice to relatives or other children
all I got was horrible insults or verbal abuse.
I grew up around lewd comments by boys & males.
Nice normal people seem to elude me.
As an adult seems like there's evil around every damn corner.
No matter how hard I try, I get the dismissive type or someone acting put out, or someone disrespecting me.
The latest trigger, I call to ask a question & I get for my trouble "Now can I get back to my party".
I'm really mad. I'm at a point in my life were I am tired of all this horrible treatment and it dates back to when I was 5 years old.
I have reached my limit for such treatment
All I ask is to be treated with dignity & kindness.
No one seems to care.
This is why I don't trust anyone.
I'm really at my limit for other peoples ignorance.

I'm so sorry for the abuse and maltreatment you have endured. No one deserves that. There are plenty of crappy people in the world, there seems to be no shortage of them, but this does not need to be a permanent thing for you or way of life. There are good people in the world. You just have to believe this, know it to be true, and seek out those who will treat you with kindness, respect, mutual caring and love. They exist, trust me. So while you have endured poor treatment for most your life, this does not need to be set in stone for the remainder of your life.... it's a matter of seeking out those who are truly good people, and surrounding yourself with them, and not with those who don't deserve your attention. (((((((hugs)))))))

Wounded Warriors rest, consider what has happened, take a deep breath and get up again. It helps to think like a Saiyan. Saiyans fight even when the odds are against them.