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I can't stand people.Who think they are right all the time etc.Recently i was told by someone i know a bit.That i can't have depression or Epilepsy.Because he never seen me look depressed or have a seziure.I'm not even around this person much.He said i smile a lot.He said people with depression do not ever smile.He is no dr.Him saying these things has really pissed me off.I held how i felt back.After he said these things.I was ready to go off on him.I have seziures 3 to 4 times a week.Not the falling shaking ones.But after i have one.I feel out of it.Some times not long.But other times for hours.I wish my depression and Epilepsy would go away.Plus in the past 2+ years.Been dealing with back,feet and leg problems.Plus chrons.He found out i had depression.By being nosey.He saw some of my meds. In my apartment.Asked me what it was for.Would not shut up about it.Tilll i gave him a straight answer.People like that.Are the reason.I at times.Rather be alone.Also another person.I know.Just a tiny bit.Made comments to me.About going to the Depression Dr i see.He saw me after my apt.Waiting by the bus near the office.This guy to.Told me i don't look depressed either.Neither of these people are around me much.

I know you have to work around them, but I wouldn't pay it much mind. They don't know the hell you've been through and are still going through. Just take it as a grain of salt and move past it the best way you can. They're not worth worrying over.

At times i think most people are dumb and heartless.I get told stuipd and mean things all the time.I wish i could ignore it.Tried to ignore lost of stuff.Hold my feelings in.But then at times would become an angry mess.

Perhaps this person is a USCFan.

About people, I know it's easy to get down on the human race, seeing how so many people act like jerks, but I try to be philosophical about it. You have to remember how hard we have it...we're an intelligent species, but not intelligent enough to treat each other as we should. We're stuck in some messy purgatory between animal and angel (using angel in a metaphorical sense here...I suppose I'm using animal the same way as well) This is stuff philosophers have been grappling with since the beginning of time, by the way (or at least the beginning of our time).