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I do! and everyone LEAVES and I HATE LIFE I HATE I HATE I HATE... I do things that HURT people because I am mad and upset and I'm a HORRID person for that! PLEASE HATE ME!!!!
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Not gonna do it! I see absolutely no reason to hate you, Katt!
I'm sorry you are feeling abandoned, sweetie ![]()
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SOOOO LONELY!!! 110% ALONE!
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Bejeezus, Spazkatt -- I haven't seen anything bad about you. You seem pretty cool to me. What's up?
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im lonely too spaz
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I do the same thing Spazkatt - I get mad and upset, half the time I don't even know why and then I hurt people because of my own bad mood. If that makes you horrid, well then I am horrid too.
All my life I have felt that people leave, only to learn that I have pushed them away because I was so afraid they would leave anyway. Even though I know this now, it hasn't stopped me from pushing those closest to me, away from me. Being alone is my greatest fear. I know just how you feel. And you know what else? That infectious, bubbly and beautiful smile I see in your pics isn't horrid. It's precious. Sending you a comforting hug
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Sabrina Without my mask - where will I hide? |
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((((((((((((Katt))))))))))))) sorry you're feeling lonely, loneliness sucks
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That's why it's such a serious thing to ask a Centaur to stay for the weekend. A very serious thing indeed. - The Silver Chair |
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(((SpazKatt)))
You are not a horrible person. This is the disease talking. People who do not understand run and leave us because they are ignorant. It is easier to push us out of there lives then to stand by our sides. That is their problem and not ours. We fight everyday to keep going...it is really lousy how others can be. jessica
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Hi Katt --
I'm so sorry that you are feeling lonely and depressed. Sometimes, a saying of the Buddha that I was taught in therapy gives me perspective: All of life is suffering. It's only when we understand that, that we can start to be happy. All things change, decay, pass away. Break down. It's sad, it gets to me. Even when two people stay together for a lifetime, one will predecease the other, and sadness ensues. I'm not trying to belittle your suffering, Katt. To love is to make ourselves vulnerable. And that can bring both joy and pain. Pain is the price we pay for the joy. If there is anything that the capitalist system teaches us, it's that everything has a price and there's no free lunch. I'm so sorry that you are in the pain part right now. Hope you can hang onto to the joy, too. ((((((((((((((((((((((((Katt))))))))))))))))))))))
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![]() love mac/grace |
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sorry about that everyone... and now I can't edit it! oops!
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You poor little thing, SpazKatt. You keep saying such bad things about yourself but I can't even begin to see what you mean. Your own mind is your worst enemy, not you the person.
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You're one of my favourite people. You don't suck! You're cool and very funny and I love the things that you write.....pat
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thanks soo much guy and Fay
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*sigh* and the feelings are back! Now I"m off to cry myself to sleep... sooo sad!
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I'm sorry Katt. But you definitely don't suck. You're great!
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That's why it's such a serious thing to ask a Centaur to stay for the weekend. A very serious thing indeed. - The Silver Chair |
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sweetie, how are you today? let us know.....pat
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#18
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Well I had all these great plans to do great stuff gettin up early and all, turns out I'm sicker than a dog. Poo...
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![]() get some ![]() ((((((((((((((((((( spaz )))))))))))))))))))))) take care grace
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