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Feb 14, 2009, 06:01 PM
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I just need to say that it is difficult to participate in this "holiday" when I have given all of my love and had it stomped on like a useless bug. Eventhough he is trying and working on repairing the relationship, I still am terrified of putting my love out there and don't know if I even want to. That ripped my word apart - a cliche' but oh so true- when he had an affair. Not just a fling. An affair that lasted 1 1/2 years.
Hmm, guess I haven't come to terms with that yet. You'd think that after 7 years, I'd have a grip on it. Well, denial has always been my survival tool. Guess I'll have to talk to T about this one.  Just venting.
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Feb 15, 2009, 12:21 AM
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SongBirdandDaisy,
I feel for you. I don't blame you for not wanting to trust. I hope you can trust folks around here. Hang in there. Keep on venting. notz
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Feb 15, 2009, 05:29 AM
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Thank you, Notz. Venting really did seem to help. I guess it helps me to feel I am not so alone in my thoughts. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who experiences my thoughts - then I remember I had DID
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Feb 15, 2009, 07:20 PM
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Out-of-curiosity, you said
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I had DID :D Using the past tense verb is what you meant? I feel very alone with my thoughts too. I've made a lifetime of keeping people out. .gif "Sad Boy")
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Feb 19, 2009, 03:51 PM
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I'm sorry you are alone with your thoughts. Good thing you are here.
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