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#76
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The Heartache No One Sees
I've carried it around And I've hid it from the light And I've learned how to smile And pretend I'm alright But I'm tired of running And I'm tired of pain It's the wounds we deny That drive us insane. There is a heartache that no one sees A frozen tear inside of me Well I think tonight I'm going to set it free Come and heal the heartache no one sees. I'm gonna go down deep To the place that is broken I'm gonna embrace it Bring it out in the open Bathe it in forgiveness Bathe it in His grace Make peace with the truth That I could not face. Take this heartache Take this shame Melt these tears Let them fall like rain Fall like rain. There is a heartache that no one sees A frozen tear inside of me Well I think tonight I'm going to set it free Come and heal the heartache no one sees.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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Lord Most High
From the ends of the earth From the depths of the sea From the heights of the heavens Your name be praised. From the hearts of the weak From the shouts of the strong From the lips of all people This song we raise Lord. Throughout the endless ages You will be crowned with praises Lord most high Exalted in every nation Sovereign of all creation Lord most high be magnified.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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The songs above the last one are from CD album by a Celtic singer by the name of Sheila Walsh, and the ones I will put below, are off the CD albums by the Christian song group called: Women of Faith. I find these songs to be uplifting and I hope you do not mind that I have added them here.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#79
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Boundless Love
If I stand or I should fall You know me well You see it all My darkest nights my deepest fears I cry to You and You will hear. Boundless Love come carry me To the place where I at last am free Where I belong and You will be Where all of You is all of me Boundless Love come carry me. In Your fullness I will rest I find Your peace beneath the cross Knowing You my one desire Take me now to where You are. Boundless Love come carry me To the place where I at last am free Where I belong and You will be Where all of You is all of me Boundless Love come carry me. Here we stand now in Your name You've changed our hearts We're not the same Your love has captured all we are O Lamb of God Sweet Morning Star.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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O The Passion
O the passion, O the wonder Of the fiery love of Christ King of Glory on the alter Perfect Lamb of sacrifice Who are we that He would love us Who but He would give His life O the passion, O the wonder Of the fiery love of Christ. O the wisdom, O the wonder Of the power of the cross Love so rare no words could tell it Life Himself has died for us Who are we that He would save us Crucified to give us life O the wisdom, O the wonder Of the power of the cross. O the passion, O the wonder Of the fiery love of Christ Death defeated by His rising Darkness conquered by His light We will sing His praise forever Worthy is the Lamb of Life O the passion, O the wonder Of the fiery love of Christ.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#81
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If you are ready to share God's great love,
Follow His Spirit and give Him your all; Numberless blessings are waiting for you As you respond and obey Jesus' call.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#82
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All to Jesus I surrender,
All to Him I freely give; I will ever love and trust Him, In His presence daily live.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#83
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Thought For The Day :
I will practice love, because lack of love will block my way. I will try to see good in all people, those I like and also those who fret me and go against the grain. They are all children of God. I will try to give love, otherwise how can I dwell in God's spirit, whence nothing unloving can come ? I will try to get along with all people, because the more love I give away, the more I will have. Prayer: I pray that I may do all I can to love others, in spite of their many faults. I pray that as I love, so will I be loved. Amen.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#84
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Thought For The Day :
I will start a new life each day. I will put the old mistakes away and start anew each day. God always offers me a fresh start. I will not be hardened or anxious. If God's forgiveness were only for the righteous and those who had not sinned, where would be its need ? I believe that God forgives us all of our sins, if we are honestly trying to live today the way He wants us to live. God forgives us much and we should be very grateful. Prayer : I ask for forgiveness of my sins. I am sorry for having failed you. I pray that my life may not be spoiled by worry and fear and selfishness. I pray that I may have a glad, thankful and humble heart. Amen.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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thank you (((1oxbowgirl)))
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#86
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Thought For The Day:
I must learn to accept self-discipline. I must try never to yield one point that I have already won. I must not let myself go in resentments, hates, fears, pride, lust or gossip. Even if discipline keeps me separated from some people who are without discipline, nevertheless I will carry on. I may have different ways and a different standard of living than others. I may be actuated by different motives than some people. But I will try to live the way I believe God wants me to live, no matter what others say. Prayer: I pray that I may be an example to others of a better way of living. I pray that I may carry on in spite of hindrances. Amen.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#87
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Thought For The DAy:
Pride stands sentinel at the door of the heart and shuts out the love of God. God can only dwell with the humble and the obedient. Obedience to God's will is the key unlocking the door to God's kingdom. You cannot obey God to the best of your ability without in time realizing God's love and responding to that love. The tough stone steps of obedience lead up to where the mosaic floor of love and joy is laid. Where God's spirit is, there is your home. There is heaven for you. Prayer: I pray that God may make His home in my humble and obedient heart. I pray that I may obey his guidance to the best of my ability. Amen.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#88
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Thought For The Day:
I will sometimes go aside into a quiet place of retreat with God. In that place, I will find restoration and healing and power. I will plan quiet times now and then, times when I will commune with God and arise rested and refreshed to carry on the work which God has given me to do. I know that God will never give me a load greater than I can bear. It is in serenity and peace that all true success lies. Prayer: I pray that I may strengthen my inner life, so that I may find serenity. I pray that my soul may be restored in quietness and peace.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#89
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I am living for the moment
When before His feet I fall, And with all the host of heaven Own Him Lord and King of all.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#90
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O cleansing Word, O precious Word,
Thy promises are true; They are the " Amen" in my life; Thy truths are ever new.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#91
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Thought For The Day:
Share your love, your joy, your happiness, your time, your food, your money gladly with all. Give out all the love you can with a glad, free heart and hand. Do all you can for others and back will come such countless stores of blessings. Sharing draws others to you. Take all who come as sent by God and give them royal welcome. You may never see the results of your sharing. Today they may not need you, but tomarrow may bring results from the sharing you did today. Prayer: I pray that I may make each visitor desire to return. I pray that I never make anyone feel repulsed or unwanted.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#92
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Thought For The Day:
Love the busy life. It is a joy-filled life. Take your fill of joy in the Spring. Live outdoors whenever possible. Sun and air are nature's great healing forces. That inward joy changes unhealthy blood into pure, healthy, life-giving flow. But never forget that the real healing of the spirit comes from within, from the close, loving contact of your spirit with God's spirit. Keep in close communion with God's spirit day by day. Prayer: I pray that I may learn to live the abundant life. I pray that I may enjoy a close contact with God this day and be glad in it.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#93
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Thought For The Day:
We all are seeking something, but many do not know what they want in life. They are seeking something because they are restless and dissatisfied, without realizing that faith in God can give an objective and purpose to their lives. Many of us are at least subconsciously seeking for a Power greater than ourselves, because that would give a meaning to our existence. If you have found the Higher Power, you can be the means of leading others aright, by showing them that their search for meaning to life will end when they find faith and trust in God as the answer. Prayer: I pray that my soul will lose its restlessness by finding rest in God. I pray that I may find peace of mind in the thought of God and His purpose for my life.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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THE CHRISTMAS DAY HEART
by Dean Collins Let me be glad again a little while, and see the world all hung with tinsel chains, Hear reindeer hoofs and see old Santa smile through every window's frost-embroidered panes. Let me unwrap the years and, one by one, find each wrapper brighter and more gay, Till suddenly the gist and goal are won--- and I unwrap my child's heart stored away. Let me unwrap the heart that long ago beat like a silver bell when morning came, Hearing the wakened folk move to and fro and the big fireplace snap in roaring flame. Let me unwrap the heart that seemed to climb into my throat and throb there mightly Waiting for father to say: " Now's the time! " back flung the doors and bloomed the Christmas tree. Let me unwrap the heart that knew no doubt of the great North Pole castle, where all year Old Santa wrought the toys and trinkets out that piled before our raptured vision here. Let me unwrap the heart that listened well to mother singing, and to mother's voice Tuned with the reed organ's notes to tell how angels came and bade the world rejoice. Let me unwrap the heart that simply knelt with all the rest among the gifts to pray And stammer out the thanks it truely felt unto the One who gave us Christmas Day. Let me unwrap a heart that leaps in tune with that of my own child; a heart that lifts The same fresh song of joy I hear her croon as we kneel, rapt, among our Christmas gifts.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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IT'S TIME AGAIN FOR CHRISTMAS
by Charlotte A. Staak It's time again for Christmas and happiness it brings; It's time again for singing Christmas carols, Christmas hymns, There are loved ones greeting loved ones, there's joy in many hearts There's a nostalgic kind of sadness for those who are apart. It's time again for Christmas with its lights and gay array; It's time for cards and packages, time for Santa and his sleigh. It's time again for Christmas, with its gaiety and fun; Time for saying once again "God bless everyone!" Time to ask for blessing for food with love prepared, And to ask for health and happiness throughout the coming year. Yet Christmas is not just a word we use this time of year, Lest we forget, it means much more, open your heart and hear; Again we tell the story of the birthday of a King Who was born for our redemption, whose praises now we sing. It's time again for Christmas, it's time again to say God bless you now and always on this special day.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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MY THANK--YOU NOTE
by Bonnie C. Kane My greatest gift at Christmas Was not under the Christmas tree, It had no bows or ribbons, No shiny paper for all to see. It came with quiet splender On a night so long ago, Heavenly angels announced the arrival, Over Bethlehem a star did glow. Other gifts are lost and forgotten, Christmas memories fade and die, But this gift is with me forever, This gift from God on high. God's love shone down on Christmas, From sin He set me free, Thank you God, for Jesus, He means so much to me.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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CHRISTMAS STAR
by Jane K. Nutt A diamond shines no brighter than that lovely Christmas star, It shines in all its brilliance; it's seen from near and far. A symbol of the Christ child as He lay upon the hay, It tells to all the waiting world a King was born that day. O Bethleham Star keep shining--- give us faith and hope and love, Keep our thoughts forever turning to the Savior up above. Give us strength and hope and courage to do our best by far And never falter in our faith as we watch that Christmas star !!
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#98
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY:
The spiritual life depends upon the Unseen. To live the spiritual life, you must believe in the Unseen. Try not to lose the consciousness of God's spirit in you and in others. As a child in its mother's arms, stay sheltered in the understanding and love of God. God will relieve you of the weight of worry and care, misery and depression, want and woe, faintness and heartache, if you will let Him. Lift up your eyes from earth's troubles and view the glory of the unseen God. Each day try to see more good in people, more of the Unseen in the seen. Prayer: I pray that I may rest and abide in the presence of the unseen God. I pray that I may leave my burdens in His care.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#99
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY:
Do not become encumbered by petty annoyances. Never respond to emotional upsets by emotional upset. Try to keep calm in all circumstances. Try not to fight back. Call on the grace of God to calm you when you feel like retaliating. Look to God for the inner strength to drop those resentments that drag you down. If you are burdened by annoyances, you will lose your inward peace and the spirit of God will be shut out. Try to keep peaceful within. Prayer: I pray that I may do the things that make for peace. I pray that I may have a mission of spreading peace and understanding, love and kindness to people everywhere.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
#100
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THOUGHT FOR THE DAY:
Spiritual progress is the law of your being. Try to see around you more and more of beauty and truth, knowledge and power. Today try to be stronger, braver, more loving, as a result of what you did yesterday. This law of spiritual progress gives meaning and purpose to your life. Always expect better things ahead. You can accomplish much good through the strength of God's spirit in you. Never be too discouraged. The world is sure to get better, in spite of setbacks of war, hate and greed. Be part of the cure of the world's ills, rather than part of the disease. Prayer: I pray that I may keep progressing in the better life. I pray that I may be a part of the forces for good in the world.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me. |
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