A thought for my mother and family -please

I saw religion is not allowed here

My family has been smashed by 2 major causes: my personal failure around the age of 30 in 2018 and then covid-19
We lost hope, health, people (my father died and my mother got cancer and now turning old and poor), houses were damaged, lost a lot of money

I ask for a thought but i beg cosmic forces to save the soul of the rest of family, especially my mother, to heaven in the sky and light. They never deserved this darkness, they were creature of light and it is only my fault if our lives went badly downhill

I know it is too late
I have nothing but prayers

I have taken note that discourse of religion is not permitted here, yet I am moved to offer a thought, if I may, in the language of earnest reflection.

Life, it seems, has dealt you grievous blows—ill-fortune and misadventure striking with relentless severity. That which you endured, the passing of your father, the afflictions of your mother, the losses of health, hearth, and substance, is a sorrow most profound.

Though your heart may bear the weight of self-reproach, it is plain that such darkness is not theirs to bear. Your entreaty that their souls be guided toward light and serenity is noble, and such prayers, even in the silence of night, may yet hold meaning. Though you lament the past, let it not eclipse the love and devotion that endure within your heart for those dearest to you.

Even in the shadow of despair, one may cling to the hope that the virtues of the innocent—those creatures of light you hold so dear—are acknowledged and tended by the unseen forces that govern this mortal sphere. Take solace, however slight, in the constancy of your prayers.