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Old Mar 12, 2008, 09:35 AM
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I found your post and all subsequent posts close to home.

Through a very difficult time in my life, I kept having these repetitive dreams that someone was outside my windows of my house watching me. Not sure who it was, in the next to last dream it was a young dark-haired girl who for some strange reason, in my dream, had been a soccer player. I had read a book on dreams trying to find a way to make them stop. The book I read said to confront the person watching you and tell them to leave you alone. It also said that dreams of someone watching you was warning you. I confronted the girl and my dreams and the dreams stopped. I went to the window, pulled the shade, and told her to leave me alone. A few months later I was arrested for DUI by a cop that followed me home to a local pub - I was less than a quarter mile from my home. He was watching the pub. Coincidence? Possible? Divine intervention - I think that is also possible. I'm not here to say it was spiritual but, I do know it was a sign.

And then there are times I think series of events are signs that something in your life needs to change. I think when something throws pebbles at you and you don't listen, they throw rocks, then boulders, until you WAKE UP.

Upon arriving back from Houston, TX visiting family on October 29:

My mom tells me a neighborhood kid totaled my $3200.00 4 wheeler.
The next day my truck battery is dead.

My boyfriend and I go back on a drinking binge due to the "stress"

The monday before thanksgiving, I cut an artery in my ankle on a piece of glass and could have possibly bled to death.

Early in December I had a dream about an electrical explosion and a tornado near my home. Nobody was injured but, it was a sign, IMO, that things were about to come to a head.

December 4, my boyfriend and I got into an argument that became physical and I ended up asking him to move out and had to file an injunction to create distance.

Still healing from the cut artery.

Then, they thought I had a staph infection in the ankle from the wound.

My horse that I had for 22 years died on 12/12/07 (8 days after the relationship ended - we were engaged by the way).

I became chronically depressed to the point where I would just be sitting at my desk and start crying for no reason.

I was still drinking.

I think all of it was a sign from a higher power, or perhaps someone watching out for me telling me I needed a life change.

Eventually it sunk in, and I made some changes.

I guess it's all in how you perceive it. I think it was divine intervention. They threw pebbles first, and when I didn't listen, I got rocks & boulders.

I do believe in supernatural presence. But, it's just from personal opinion. Some may just look at that as a good run of bad luck.

I have really enjoyed reading about all of your experiences. I've had unpleasant dreams too, and always took them as a warning. I'm really glad you started this strand coralproper.
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Old Mar 12, 2008, 05:13 PM
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((((starpony))))

I just returned last night from West Palm Beach and Fort Lauderdale

my relations with supernatural began at around age 2.5-3 when I live in Naples Florida. why? I have no clue

we moved to the everglades shortly after in whats now called Golden Gate Estates, we lived so far out in the middle of nowhere that the only power we had was from generators, I could walk through the woods to the canals along Alligator Ally, I did not even go to school for a good part of my child hood, maybe you have heard stories of what went on in the Glades in the late 70's early 80's, you being a florida resident

I left the Glades around age 12 and was shifted around a bit between family before settling here in southeastern Nc with my grandmother, I had been to psychologists prior to being placed into the system, I quess they thought I was a victim due to the life I had led and made me feel like a science project so i refused to return, but when the schools tested me for placement I scored in the 95% range in the nation for reading comprehension, you probably wouldn't be able to tell by my poor spelling skills though LOL, but I never applied myself, they wanted to know why and I told them I just had to much going on in my head already

I told my grandmother I felt like I was outside myself watching myself and others, she want to send me for a catscan LOL

I have been blessed to a magnitude I find hard to believe is real at times, I feel though that I am going through the motions for someone else

I must be honest with you though, I am missing a since of normal being that I have wanted to have since childhood, " God Knows" I have tried to turn blind eyes to reality but, I always see beyound face value in every event/person if I like it or not......and I would rather not, but this is the life I am led to live

I have had to combat the dream weavers, and feel I have fair control for the most part at this point in time, and welcome most

however I have had some recent dreams that have become like puzzle pieces, where I am seeing through anothers eyes, the intentions and location is still unclear to me, but it is of the past and is somewhat disturbing

in my case I have no way of communication with any spirt I have encounter, they always do all the communications, and most of the time it does not make since to me ...... or they are just showing me stuff

I have talked "1" time to one who asked "can you see me" I said "Ya I can see you", and that was the end of it, and the only time one ever asked me a question instead of just showing or telling me stuff and they never moved their mouths before,or maybe my mind is just slipping more Supernatural presence

I am glad your load is getting a "little" lighter, if you like I can try to absorb some of your pain if you encounter more, don't worry about me I can take it and dispose of it, sending good will your way

Kind Regards
Eddie
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Old Mar 12, 2008, 09:10 PM
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i do beleive in the supernatural Supernatural presence
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Old Mar 12, 2008, 11:31 PM
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have you had any experiances you'd like to share ?
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Old Mar 13, 2008, 11:40 AM
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I have been blessed to a magnitude I find hard to believe is real at times, I feel though that I am going through the motions for someone else

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Just curious - have you ever read any Sylvia Browne books? I know most people think she is a crazy wanna be psychic but, some of her theories are kind of interesting. Feeling like you're going through the motions for someone else triggered me to say that. Some of her theories would explain your feeling. Just a thought.

coralproper - I was born in 78 and a child in the 80's so I totally missed the everglades / south florida thing but, I'll have to ask my mom - she was born & raised in Coral Gables, FL. I've been here south of Tallahassee for all of my life with the exception of living in Jacksonville when I was 17 or 18 and wanted out of the house!!!!!

I'm sure it's quite aggravating sometimes to feel the way you do. But, I think it's awesome and maybe you should channel it for good works.

You take care there, coralproper, I hope you find peace no matter how you use your gift.

*Ravyn*
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Old Mar 13, 2008, 08:16 PM
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no never have read any of her work but, I'll check it out

I was born in 75 in southeastern NC but, moved to Naples Florida at a age of just 3 weeks old

I lived in the Glades at a formative age as a child, at times it was "formidable" but, there must be rhyme to reason and ration to the grand plan or path I have been led through

as a child I have visited some awsome blue springs in Jacksonville, I believe thats where they were atleast Supernatural presence

I got out on my own at age 16 Supernatural presence & never turned back

take care, as well, Ravyn
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