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Old May 18, 2012, 11:20 PM
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What does that mean?
it means yes.

ugh the whole point was that i was going so it didnt matter. ..
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:21 PM
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ugh my paranoia couldnt be worse...
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:21 PM
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it means yes.

ugh the whole point was that i was going so it didnt matter. ..
I'm not sure what the problem is.
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:22 PM
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i gave them my info :/
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:25 PM
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i gave them my info :/
I doubt they'll come looking for you. At most they'll call you, right?
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:27 PM
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I doubt they'll come looking for you. At most they'll call you, right?
oh good
idk
i mean i called a crisis hotline from my county. thy took my info and told me they were waiting for me over there after they called to check open beds and i said ok and so did my dad but you know..all this stuf happened...
i told them i felt pretty bad i mean i went into detail.
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:29 PM
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see they were gonna call police but instead asked my dad to take me because i said i didnt want sirens n stuff
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:32 PM
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see they were gonna call police but instead asked my dad to take me because i said i didnt want sirens n stuff
Maybe you should call them back and ask them to send the police. I don't think they'll show up with sirens, will they?
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:34 PM
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Maybe you should call them back and ask them to send the police. I don't think they'll show up with sirens, will they?
idk about anywhere else but at least in this county or..state they will
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:34 PM
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they send police/fire/ambulance most times
on everything. if not just police and ambulance
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:35 PM
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idk about anywhere else but at least in this county or..state they will
Well, I can see how you might not want that. How embarrassing!

Do you still need to go to the hospital? Can you call a cab?
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:38 PM
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Well, I can see how you might not want that. How embarrassing!

Do you still need to go to the hospital? Can you call a cab?
yeaa. my dad had a heat stroke and all 3 came. plus a helicopter. cause the rural.

i might idk
i just live so far out in the rural...cant get most stuff. its cool idk ill trying riding out these feelings and other...stuff. longer.

omg i hear a plane !
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:41 PM
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omg i hear a plane !
I doubt it has anything to do with you.
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:43 PM
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im scared..
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:45 PM
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im scared..
I know you are, hon, but I don't think you're in any danger. Maybe you should call them back and say you need to police to come get you.
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:49 PM
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now idk if i feel so sure.
everytime i hear these planes i feel like im in the military or some one man fighting brigade i take it very seriously like its no joke etc you know
but yea..now idk
i feel pretty paranoid to be honest
i keep hearing them flying over my house...
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:52 PM
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i keep hearing them flying over my house...
I have the attic fan running in my house right now. I wouldn't hear a plane even if it did fly over. Can you drown the sound out some way? Or put headphones on?
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:53 PM
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yea ill try.
you dont have to stay up anymore
but thank you
i appreciate it
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Old May 18, 2012, 11:57 PM
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yea ill try.
you dont have to stay up anymore
but thank you
i appreciate it
Are you going to be ok?
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Old May 19, 2012, 12:00 AM
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Are you in bed? Or sitting up at a computer somewhere? Or walking around the house checking for planes?

Do you have a laptop? Can you get in bed with the laptop? That way if you start to get sleepy, you might drop off. And if you don't get sleepy, the computer's within easy reach.
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Old May 19, 2012, 12:03 AM
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Are you in bed? Or sitting up at a computer somewhere? Or walking around the house checking for planes?

Do you have a laptop? Can you get in bed with the laptop? That way if you start to get sleepy, you might drop off. And if you don't get sleepy, the computer's within easy reach.
im walking outside at midnight :/

by now ill just have ride every minute out
i cant take it though
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Old May 19, 2012, 12:07 AM
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by now ill just have ride every minute out
i cant take it though
Call the crisis line again. Maybe someone will just stay on the line with you for a while. Or maybe you do need to go to the hospital.

If you woke up your dad and told him you were calling an ambulance, would he get up and drive you? Can you drive yourself?
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Old May 19, 2012, 12:15 AM
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How are you on the Internet outside?
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Old May 19, 2012, 12:18 AM
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theres a forum app on my iphone
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anyway
believe me i JUST tried to wake my dad. 1. hes a heavy sleeper. 2. he didnt wake. i even punched his legged. and yelled. nope. i think hes so worn out for 1.
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Old May 19, 2012, 12:19 AM
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im really scared by now
by now ill go if they come find me
i kinda wanna go for a drive
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