Government

They have the money and resources to do both.

And the will.

But that's okay with me because I'm a good boy and don't "rock the boat," so to speak.

I do wonder about my fillings. The concern about their toxicity, not the other stuff. What if my body could pick up radio frequencies and all I could hear throughout the day is Rush Limbaugh? Oh, the horror. The horror.

hey.

i had a lot of similar ideas re gov, "system", etc when i was psychotic. i've been "stable" for some time now but i am still totally convinced that there are dark forces at work in the world, with the concerted aim of establishing a totalitarian police state, new world order, whatever u like to call it.

i smoke a lot of pot and give it credit for lifting a veil from my eyes re the real state of affairs in the world.

ppl often say that paranoia in a person like me is a sign of illness, but i think that these days, at least some forms of paranoia is totally justified. this depends on the person of course, but in my case, just observing global patterns makes it abindantly clear that we are not being told the real deal.

i'm told by those who care about me (and those who say they care!) to stop smokin, but in addition to helping me comprehend what i see as reality, it is a source of joy (zyprexa deadens my feelings)

what ye guys think?

this is an old thread i know, yet i am not blaming today for the moment i am just getting to a computer really quick again at the public library so i do have to realize that freedom is not free and that i have many things to be thankful for today i have just now been here out the house for the first time in over 6 months well out the house to in public is a slow start and time here on computer is almost up.

Hi. I'm so glad you got here.

I thank you and send the best and am once again almost at the limit of the library hour for this computer and am grateful for your reply and all or anyone who read it.

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