Roll Call Take Two

OH! Also I realised today that except for mourning everything I lost from psychiatry, I never really even think about it. I used to be obsessed with identifying everything I thought and felt with one of the symptoms of sz; now I only do it to joke. I never think of myself as schizophrenic (though occasionally I do feel bonkers in the nut ). Is that progress??

...hey...

Hi Newtus! Good to see you around here again.

thank you

Here. I want to shake the world until it understands that MAKING CONTRADICTORY DECISIONS BASED ON SPURIOUS EVIDENCE OR BEING UNSURE OF ONE'S OPINION IS NOT "SCHIZOPHRENIC". Seriously. So tired of this word randomly cropping up. I just bought new shoes and the two idiots next to me were like, "Eeeeee I can't decide if I want green shoes or red shoes! I'm so schizophrenic!" ****ing hipsters.

was glad to see newtus post!

went out for sushi today.

im just glad someone cares somewhere u know?

Yup. This make a HUGE difference. I missed you.

im glad someone anywhere cares.
cause right nowe only the fbi dows
people say "yea right" but YOU dont even know.

YOU dont even KNOW.

I hope things get better for you, Newtus. OK, my error machine is being a computer. I know I mentioned that my motherboard recently failed but my computer error still crashes so therefore its a comcrasher (A word I made up), and my monitor is ready to totally fail me. Error!!! Reality is coming to get me. Yep. My brother has a saying for every single situation....no matter how bad... "it is what it is..." that is all for now.

This latuda is giving me akathisia!!!!!!!~~8ru198ry81!!

I'm so sorry. My son has had that and says it's awful. What helped him was reducing the dose.

Eugh, that must be miserable Newtus. I hope someone will fix it for you. Does going for a walk help calm it down?

Anyway, I'm here. I saw my T this morning and wept for an hour, then came to work. I feel like jobs turn us into liars: "I look forward to receiving [documents required for mind-numbingly boring task]"; "I hope to speak with you [, the world's biggest idiot,] at your earliest convenience"; "I assure you we are doing everything we can to rectify this error [if by 'everything we can' you mean 'repeatedly going downstairs for vending machine coffee']".

hahah MAYBE A RUN. but i just ran around my house and hit my toe on something..

i just realized i have an even better chance of getting a case manager now that ive been in the hospital twice this year already. hm...

dont know if i want one now seeing as what i went thru with one but...my dad put a request for one in before i went

My mouth hurts - because of my wisdom teeth.

This is awesome!

Did you get them out, or do you need to?
I got put under when I had mine out, and when I wake from sedation I always come out swinging! Every time I've punched or tried to punch the nearest person.

I hope you'll get a good one.

lol, no I'm not getting them out.
I'd rather take the pain now and then. than have that done.

And to think I get paid for this!!

I made an error. My family arrive tomorrow, not Wednesday. Mad panic! Mad panic!

Make sure you brush and floss! I said that, until I got an abscess in one of them and had to get them all four taken out. Surgery'd!!

Here and struggling with assaults from visions and mocking voices. Deep breath.