Roll Call Take Two

Yeah, they were talking about that show on my low carb forum. I wondered if you'd see it.

Thanks for making me smile.

I'm sitting here feeling miserable. Said something rude to my son and wishing I could retract it. I'm just so tired tonight. And it looked like we were going to get into one of those long involved conversations where I never know what the he!! he's talking about. And he gets mad because I don't understand him. So I cut him off saying I was too tired for any "weird" conversations. Mean. It really upset him, I think. He's left the room and is playing his Wii in his bedroom.

wow
and to think you put on this nice face online

I'm usually nice.

Anyway I apologized, and we're good again.

lately ive been talking to people on my xbox live.

I think I watch literally every single documentary the Beeb puts out, except the ones they do in like, Welsh Gaelic about some provincial model train museum. I just don't have that much free time on my hands.

BBC

I don't think that's mean. Blunt, maybe . . . but I know he's extra-sensitive. I'm sorry he's hurting. How are he and you doing this morning?

Technology

I rang rape crisis this morning because I was in a really bad way, but I got in an argument with the lady (!!). I told her that I don't think the ex who raped me was trying to control me, he was just kinda drunk and didn't care enough to hear me squeaking "no" at him and she would not accept that as an explanation. So then I told her that I have to be a virgin again or I'll have to kill myself, and she totally blew up at me about how women are not only their virginity. Sooooo I told her that she deserved to be raped, and hopefully someday a man could rape her small-mindedness out of her :-x Um yeah. I don't think I'm allowed to ring rape crisis anymore. :-X

And I feel like **** now and I have to write the annual report at work and I can't focus.

As far as I know he's ok. We made up last night. I think it was mean, because his biggest fear is that people will think he's weird.

what you said to her was mean. however, it is a crisis line, which indicates the person on the other end should have some idea of how to speak to someone while they are in distress. i don't think it's a big deal.
i'm sorry it means you can't focus now though. your work must have an odd fiscal calendar to have your annual reports done in august!

what im worried about is my schizophrenic children having sex

do you have kids newtus?

You must be having a dull day if you're worrying about something that might happen like 20 or 30 years from now.

hah no im only 21. birthday in 2 1/2 weeks. but i mean age doesnt mean anything anymore for having children anyway.

i think my parents worry about ME having sex with all my psychological disturbance going on.

my dad once said something about how i wouldnt be able to handle a baby with my condition and how i need to be careful around guys that will try and trick me.

I thought that was what age you were, but I didn't want to presume that meant you wouldn't have children. Although hopefully they'd be far too young for any sex to be going on.
I think all women need to be somewhat careful of men trying to trick, or coerce them in some way. Regardless of the woman's mental health state.

I disagree. I think a healthy romantic relationship might be good for you.

My dad once told me he was afraid that if I went to school in Arizona I might get pregnant. (Thanks, Dad!) I fooled him. I got pregnant in Kansas.

Here's what you do-- use birth control.

My cousin got pregnant at bible camp.
(okay, that's not really funny, but also it is!)

what? me? in a romantic relationship? wow thats like trying to win the lottery.

HAHAHAHAHAH
omg that was great. i mean funny great.



one time when i was 15 i ordered something from a online sex shop but because i was too young and i had to sign for it i never answered the door for usps. *sigh* its been at the post office ever since....

No, there's someone out there for you if you want. Just take really good care of yourself, so you'll be ready when you meet them.

You don't think they sent it back?

You could order it now. Nothing to stop you.

We submit according to some crazy Saudi schedule. IDK. My workplace is weird. They gave me 20kg of figs as a "thank you" for some extra work once, and I was like . . . . Wow, 20 kilos of figs . . . . just what I always wanted . . . . I so totally can make use of eleventy billion figs.

I'm glad you made up, at least

ugh F this see.
my whole family says "you need to shower"
i say "well then i can take care of myself"

they know what i mean

im not touching that water.



ew god im so perverted.

oh my gosh! so many figs! i can't even imagine what to do with that! you could fill a tub with them!
...of course i'm not sure why you would want to do that, but hey, it's eleven billion figs