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There are kind of abusive signs.

I'm not going to talk about this anymore - because no one believes, not with anyone - I'm just wasting my time.

I didn't mean to imply that I don't believe you. I'm sorry if it sounded like that. Sometimes I don't say what I mean very well. I know I don't fully understand how the whole network of people involved in stalking you works, but that doesn't mean it's not real. I would never state that something I don't fully understand is not real. I'm not in a position to do anything about it, but for what it's worth, I do believe you.

Thanks It's just everyone though - maybe I should just talk to other targets until they decide it's time.

Sometimes I just have to accept that other people will not believe me. It's very difficult though. In your case, I can see how it would feel dangerous, both for yourself and others, when people don't believe you. Do you know other targets that you can talk to? (you don't have to answer that if it's not safe to )

I'll look online for some.

Going to cancel my appointments as well, my friend said I shouldn't, but after talking to the nurse today, it seems pointless.

I give up

Well that's done - 1 last time of seeing my psychologist - then I'll quit using the forum - won't have to listen to me whine anymore.

But why are you leaving us? Please don't... I didn't mean to discourage you in my earlier post, I just wanted to play devils advocate so you can be prepared for the skeptics. Kureha, please reconcider, your posts aren't whiney in nature, and I always look forward to them, even if I don't always have a proper response...

Thanks, think you are the only 1 that wants me to stay, just don't want to be somewhere I'm not wanted, that's why I'm leaving.

I'm very sure I'm not the only one who wants you to stay. I understand exactly how you feel tho, but you ARE wanted and appreciated here

Thanks - just seems like most people ignore me.

I'm just on a total downer today - that's why I cancelled appts and I'm not seeing my friend - just want to disappear.

I know what it's like to feel and even BE blatantly ignored. Idk about you, but it hurts me. BUT, that being said, sometimes people just can't relate to certain experiences, and so they are at a loss for how to respond. Eg, I just started wailing and sobbing to my mother about how I'm everybody's afterthought, and the only people who remotely put me 1st was my dad and eldest brother who are now both deceased. Her response? Long silence and changing the subject to my younger brother and what time to expect him home. My point? My mom's not touchy feely, I don't know if she's ever offered me comfort after I was potty trained. It's just how she is. I'm sorry you're feeling so down today

I like you. Just saying.

Sorry your mam was like that It's different for me because I have no brothers or sisters.
It does hurt being ignored - I get a lot of attention from my stalkers though.

I think maybe I should at least take a break from here then.

Thanks Taonuviel

Sorry you're feeling down today.

I don't think anyone is ignoring you. This forum seems like it's gotten really busy lately. It's so hard to keep up with all the threads. I think newtus was feeling neglected too.

Yeah maybe.

Think my mam is going to try uncancel my appt with the nurse.

I wouldn't be surprised.

Kureha

You are not alone. Many people feel the way you do. Or have felt
the way you do at some point in their lives.Please reconsider leaving.
We need as many shoulders to lean on as we can get. For some
people, this is all they have.

Why don't you want to go to your appt? Won't it benefit you? Must be tough being an only child, makes me wonder about my daughter's future, and please Kureha, don't you worry about my mam, it's just her way, she wasn't taught any better

I like your postings Kureha. I hope you won't leave. But you should do what's best for you.

I don't want you to leave!! You always say very nice interesting things.

THIS THIS THIS!!
I always read everybody's posts. I try to relate. Sometimes, it's very hard. I've never been gang-stalked, so I don't know what to say a lot of the time.

Sometimes I see a question posted, and no one comments for one reason or another. Sometimes I respond, even though I know I'm not the person they want to hear from. Especially if the post has gotten buried under newer posts. At least if I respond, it'll pull it back up to the top of the list, right?

Thanks everyone.

Was to late to uncancel my appt, doesn't really matter, not like they would let me talk about anything.

I see my psychologist on Friday anyway - been waiting ages

Now the nurses are coming

I think they are going somewhere else, doesn't usually mean they might be.

Let us know what's happening as soon as you find out