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Old Sep 19, 2012, 05:52 PM
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Stupid voices... they hold me back.. i hate them. when i get some hope they whine and complain and ruin everything.. in church we hear about god exposing our sins.. im at the point were im preparing for it... this sucks and it extremely frustrating. why wont they leave me alone and let me be happy!? they ruin my life and make me want to die. then they say they are god.. so on tup of it all iget a guilty conscience when i dont do they crazy stuff they want me to do.. if i didnt have god i would have probably killed myself by now..

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this is pretty much a rant. id get in trouble if i told ppl in my church this.. i love them but they give me voices. i forgive them all.

WADDA I DO!? maybe ill ask my doc to "nuke the voices" im on 3 meds already though..
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Old Sep 19, 2012, 05:55 PM
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i pray for god to kill me pretty much everyday. i dunno why he wont. the voices tell me to cut my wrists. its tempting. they tell me id go to heaven and be okay if i didnt.. which is not what my church teaches..

WHY WOULD GOD TELL ME TO KILL MYSELF? The voices wont talk to me about it
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Old Sep 19, 2012, 07:43 PM
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The voices aren't God, and you don't have to do what they tell you or believe what they say. They're a part of your own mind, and they reflect your own fears and insecurities. You might learn some useful things if you look deeply at what they're saying to you.
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Old Sep 19, 2012, 08:22 PM
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Thanks for the reply. I could say I really need the help right now but I'm like this all the time. =)
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Old Sep 19, 2012, 09:00 PM
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I could say I really need the help right now but I'm like this all the time. =)
lol... There's something to be said for consistency.
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Old Sep 19, 2012, 11:35 PM
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we're dealt a ******** hand. we have to fight for whatever we can scrape out of this life. it's not easy. we got to work harder, think smarter, and fend of our illness in the meantime. it's ********, but **** what are we going to do. if we want something in life we have to fight that much harder. i believe we can make something out of our lives. it can be meaningful, but lord is it a struggle.
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Old Sep 20, 2012, 12:37 PM
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we're dealt a ******** hand. we have to fight for whatever we can scrape out of this life. it's not easy. we got to work harder, think smarter, and fend of our illness in the meantime. it's ********, but **** what are we going to do. if we want something in life we have to fight that much harder. i believe we can make something out of our lives. it can be meaningful, but lord is it a struggle.
yupp. our dreams arent done away with, they are just harder to achieve...
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Old Sep 21, 2012, 11:53 AM
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I'm sorry that you're struggling RER The voices are a pain (to put it mildly!), but I've found that doing what they say doesn't change anything. It doesn't make them go away or make you feel better about yourself etc, so please, please don't listen to them. It is hard but we just have to keep putting one foot in front of the other

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Old Sep 21, 2012, 02:15 PM
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I'm sorry that you're struggling RER The voices are a pain (to put it mildly!), but I've found that doing what they say doesn't change anything. It doesn't make them go away or make you feel better about yourself etc, so please, please don't listen to them. It is hard but we just have to keep putting one foot in front of the other

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thanks =] thing is they say they are god so i feel guilt when i dont do what they say...
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Old Sep 22, 2012, 02:44 AM
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The way to find out which voices are true and which voices are lying is this, the way that Jesus did it. He rightly divided the word of God. The enemy came and said he knew what Jesus should do. He told Jesus to worship satan. He told Jesus to jump off of a high building. He told Jesus to command rocks to turn into bread. Jesus knew what was up. Jesus fought the liar with the truth. Let us remember we can and should do this too. When you hear something, try it, test it. See who it is coming from. Is it Love? Is it against any of the ten commandments? If it is, you know who it's from. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. You can do it!!! I know you can!!!
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Old Sep 27, 2012, 09:51 PM
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ask the voice is you gave it $5, would it leave you alone?
seriously then you know if the voice is a physical being or "in your head"
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