overpowering visuals

been havin these visual type hallucinations I THINK

where i sense people around me. like energy type sensing. and i know exactly direction where in the room/area they are. from the sensing energy. and i know exactly how far away they are from me. even if its hundreds feet away. sometimes i see them flash across my eyes in front of me. buts its a flash. other times i see them in my minds eye but its like my eyes cut off reality. i mentally black out. as if the video cord to reality is unplugged to my eyes and my mindseyes reality is plugged in for a few min.

maybe this explains my mental blackouts. but they are bad bad bad. they happen all the time. i cant chalk it up to daydreaming anymore. its LIKE daydreaming and having someone to have to tap on your shoulder for you to come out of it. only thing is I CANT COME OUT OF IT. and i think its really happening because it lasts so long.

my very first experience wit this was when i smoke marijuana when i was 15. then it never went away. mighta triggered it.

but idk. i still see stuff head on with my eyes. shadows and animals and people too but dark shadows of people. and people facing changing demonically.

i seen people standing outside my door or sitting outside my door. these people dont even exist. i mean i dont think they even exist in SS index.

what is ss index?

social security index or birth records

i guess im the only one

another common one i have is police beating me. i see them flashing across my room with their batons like this:



i hear their voice saying "sit down..." "SIT DOWN" and then i dont cause im scared and then they beat me and i flinch. and i cry and cry. very scary. its almost like PTSD flashbacks cause i react to it like its happening but its never happened before?

Yikes! Seeing police like that must be very scary! I hate the scary ones.

Starting this week I've had these creatures that sound like a cross between monkeys chattering and dolphins clicking but I can't see them but I know they r like 10 feet tall and I know where they r. The last two nights they have tried to drag me off the bed so I just hold on to my husband for dear life!

That is beyond scary.

All of that sounds so scary. Do you think the alcohol might play a role?

no i dont think so

I've felt the energy type sensing thing before. Like I know exactly where they are, I can feel it in my brain, but I can't see them.

Sorry you're experiencing these things. The police one sounds really scary.

I'm sorry for those of you that have to deal with that. It sounds horrible.