am i crazy?

i have these ideas in my head, i have beliefs that people shy away from. but i can't seem to get rid of them even on medication..
i believe i am part of an experiment and that i have a chip in my head that secretes a protein zip suppressant called kinase C it stops me remembering clearly and thinking clearly.
i see people writing stuff about me on computers and sitting around talking about me.
my community psychiatric nurse won't discuss these things with me so i guess i am at a loss as to who to go to...
my friends those left anyway, are all sick of hearing it. that i don't think they are real..
i flit to other realities as well does any one else?
sorry for not being clear...

Are these delusions? What medication and dose? I'm assuming you have a psychiatrist if you have meds...does he talk with you about your thoughts?

i do have a psychiatrist i also have a CPN but neither talk about my ideas. sometimes i think they are delusions but other times i think they are very real. i am on a depo injection called pipiazine 150ml.

I've never heard of pipiazine...but one thing you should explain to your psychiatrist is that you're still experiencing these unusual ideas and they're not going away. I think if you're looking for someone to talk to about it a therapist/psychologist is the best idea. For psychosis CBT works really well so I would find someone in that speciality if possible.

I have a pdoc who did not listen to me about my thoughts, delusions and hallucinations. I had to stick with him and keep telling him until he realized they are a problem for me. I just saw him today and he took more time to listen and asked me questions about them. I think at first I was not explaining them very well because I was nervous and my paranoia made me not want to reveal my "secrets.".........D.