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#851
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Fire from above water down below is a firestorm of hell. Everything is real as the air you and I breathe. Computers crash into nothingness, a string is cut to destroy the non believers. Please God don't shoot! Send prayers upwards into the sky of love, flying into a building. Difficulty from the huge head bread cow now into death am sad bad evil as the Dark Ones the Demons that fly by into the sky of darkness the human condition is sad Which planet am I on? 1984 or 2013? Hell will come from under the house mouse but sweetness follows into the cuteness if cute can't look in mirror I am evil look weird. Flames are everywhere the voices of death are everywhere. I don't know what to say at the bay, please pay.
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#852
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I'm irritated with therapists right now, they've all tried to diagnose me with some personality disorder or another. I don't have any of them. My pdoc has officially ruled out any sort of PD with me. I'm just really annoyed. It's like thanks for wasting my life with pointless labels that don't really mean anything to me except mythical **** to sort through. I hate therapy, it always seems to make things more complicated for me and not easier or better. My current therapist isn't trying to label me with anything because she's aware I have sz and all that, but I'm just feeling so jaded about the whole thing and I'm wondering what the point of it all is.
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#853
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@atypical
your therapost isnt dxing you with anything because she knows you have sz?
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#854
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#855
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I'm scared. Not because I have a pituitary tumor but because I have to come off my AP. F**k being brave. I'm terrified. I remember what happened last time. It didn't end too well.
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![]() Atypical_Disaster, costello, Gr3tta, medicalfox, newtus, Sometimes psychotic
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#856
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I'm sorry you're feeling so scared. There's no other way of saying it, having to come off your AP when you've been stable for so long just sucks.
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#857
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i hear ya atypical. whats your dx from your pdoc? IS IT sz or sza or like?
im slightly surprised they put i had chronic paranoid schizophrenia. prob because i never seen it on paper. they make it sound pretty bad with that chronic in front of it "paranoid schizophrenia".
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#858
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I was just in pre med and I was planning on going into radiology, but now I'm going into pathology
![]() My pdoc actually suggested this forever ago and my mother yesterday suggested it to because of my autism. It would be nice to work in a lab and still help patients.
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![]() costello, cybermember, Gr3tta, junkDNA
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#859
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![]() ![]() ![]() I'm supposed to be helping my Mum by wrapping presents but I get so bored with it. I've only done 4 so far :/ Better get back to it! :/ *Willow* |
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#860
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#861
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My pdoc says it's sz. |
#862
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Crisis team came today and coming tomorrow.
Said I need to sleep, I can't though got to stay alert.
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If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end. |
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#863
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i think this risperdal is makeing me worse
my dad says right now that im disorganized and incohrent alittle bit. and i feel more angry right now and unable to concentrat on a darn thing.plus i cant eat on risperdal its drying my mouth out and i cant swallow food. but i cant report anything til monday!!! clinic is closed
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The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#864
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You need to sleep, Kureha. I can't emphasize that enough. You must sleep. Lack of sleep will mess you up faster than anything else.
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"Hear me, my Chiefs! I am tired; my heart is sick and sad. From where the sun now stands I will fight no more forever."--Chief Joseph |
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#867
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![]() But, yes, I do have you all here on Psych Central for support. Thank you to you and everyone else here. I also have my two housemates. Well, I only told the retired teacher housemate but not Ms. MBA. I'm sure my housemate flapped his gums to Ms. MBA, but I could be wrong. I need to go take a shower and then go to WildDivineOnline.com and meditate. Maybe that will help bring down my stress level. ![]() |
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#868
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Do you have a specific pathology you are interested in?
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#870
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You need a bachelor's degree to apply to medical school. Are you applying to university?
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Dx: Didgee Disorder |
#871
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My anxiety is really bad right now. I am feeling nauseated. The last few days have been rough on me. I failed my first exam, something that has never ever happened to me before.
Every November depression enters into my head. This year it is bad and has been interfering with school and motivation. It has gotten to the point where I don't feel like doing anything at all. Now, I am thinking about getting an exam deferral and taking the next semester off.
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Dx: Didgee Disorder |
![]() Anonymous100103, Atypical_Disaster, costello, Gr3tta, medicalfox, Sometimes psychotic
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#872
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risperdal is having a lot of side effects on me right now: blurred vision. dry mouth. cant eat/swallow. loss of appetite. those are the main ones im experiencing
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#873
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Chewing sugarless gum and sipping water helps with medication induced dry mouth.
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Dx: Didgee Disorder |
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#874
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I have over 30 credits in prereqs and I would like to be a clinical laboratory scientist. There is a program near me and I have more than the needed prereqs for the program which is great; I will be applying this spring.
If I can manage a full time class setting for the duration of this program I might further my education in microbiology. I have always loved doing labs and I always got 90+ in my lab classes. I was going to do an allied health position in radiology, but the job market is extremely fierce. There are little to no jobs in my area and I would have to travel 200 miles to places that do have those jobs and I still wouldn't be guaranteed on having a job. I like the area I live in because it is very pro mental health and I feel safe living in this area so I would prefer not to move.
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im actually trying to do that right now it actually has caused such a dry mouth that my throat is dry so i cannot swallow food. i almost choked twice trying to eat. and when the food would go down my trachea - it burned. felt like it was stuck. as if my throat/trachea didnt have enough spit to aid the food going down to my stomach.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |