Roll Call 18

newtus · Mar 07, 2014, 06:08 PM

were almost to 1000 again

newtus · Mar 07, 2014, 06:09 PM

i took an ambien

Mar 07, 2014, 06:24 PM

You know how scaring people cures hiccups...well it works on dogs too!

Scared the cr@p out of Max just now

*Willow*

Atypical_Disaster · Mar 07, 2014, 06:24 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

were almost to 1000 again

Yeah, these roll calls move so fast now. I remember last year things were a lot slower but then a bunch of people showed up that apparently really like to talk. Lol.

Mar 07, 2014, 06:43 PM

Atypical

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

I'm getting really sick of...being told that I'm delusional.

That's why I don't tell anyone IRL anything anymore!!

(not to make light of your situation, just how I've dealt with it)

*Willow*

faerie_moon_x · Mar 07, 2014, 06:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

The peacock I took while totally psychotic it was at the detroit zoo and I thought I was on some sort of shamanic quest that the animals were involved with---that particular peacock had sort of an ultraviolet overlay like an aura when I saw it in life---also there was a docent there and she was surprised it was displaying because they normally only do that when a peahen is near so it seemed extra special to me like it was supposed to happen and it was just for me.

haha, when I first read this I thought you meant you actually took the peacock (like picked it up and ran away with it.) I was like

"Wow, it's amazing he would let you pick him up!" Then I was thinking, "and the docent didn't try to stop you." I don't know how I missed the part about the photographs....

newtus · Mar 07, 2014, 06:48 PM

atypical - im told im delusional a lot. by my parents. i dont see it as such. im a targeted individual and have been for 5+ years. people follow me and track me. even the police and private investigators. thats why im told im delusional but its true.

RRex · Mar 07, 2014, 07:09 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

atypical - im told im delusional a lot. by my parents. i dont see it as such. im a targeted individual and have been for 5+ years. people follow me and track me. even the police and private investigators. thats why im told im delusional but its true.

Newtus, I feel that I'm also a targeted individual. They talk to me directly in my head and they're not kind.

They take pictures of me when I'm out in public. I caught one of them recently, but I didn't say anything. He was driving a black Mustang.

newtus · Mar 07, 2014, 07:14 PM

yea thats how they do it. they talk directly into your head and are mean. ive also been taken pictures of by random people who i call perps. perpetrators.

RRex · Mar 07, 2014, 07:19 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

yea thats how they do it. they talk directly into your head and are mean. ive also been taken pictures of by random people who i call perps. perpetrators.

I have names for these "people", but they're not as kind as yours.

They're not really people.

newtus · Mar 07, 2014, 07:22 PM

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Originally Posted by RRex

I have names for these "people", but they're not as kind as yours.

They're not really people.

who are these "people"?

RRex · Mar 07, 2014, 07:24 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

who are these "people"?

I'm not sure, but they're not people.

newtus · Mar 07, 2014, 07:26 PM

my people arent nice. they tell me theyre gonna kill me and that the fbi is gonna get me and all this stuff. they tell me a lot of not nice things. i think the government is in on it

RRex · Mar 07, 2014, 07:32 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

my people arent nice. they tell me theyre gonna kill me and that the fbi is gonna get me and all this stuff. they tell me a lot of not nice things. i think the government is in on it

I agree. It is the government targeting us. I know things about the government in my area and they don't like it.

My voice(s), I can't tell how many there are, are nasty and constantly torture me with foul language and sexual stuff. I spend my waking hours fighting it off. I sleep well because I'm so damn exhausted after a day off dealing with the voice(s).

They haven't threatened to kill me yet, but they keep telling me I'm going to hell, which really upsets me.

newtus · Mar 07, 2014, 07:35 PM

i remember one telling me that im going to hell. idk if that was a voice of a demon or them targeting me

RRex · Mar 07, 2014, 07:37 PM

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i remember one telling me that im going to hell. idk if that was a voice of a demon or them targeting me

I can't tell who it is. Sometimes I think it's the devil himself because he's so mean.

RRex · Mar 07, 2014, 07:55 PM

You okay, newtus? I didn't mean to scare you.

newtus · Mar 07, 2014, 08:06 PM

no im ok. im just tired. you didnt scare me.

yea the devil himself is mean. hes got his minions on him. his little demons.

RRex · Mar 07, 2014, 08:10 PM

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no im ok. im just tired. you didnt scare me.

yea the devil himself is mean. hes got his minions on him. his little demons.

And they are busy little beavers.

Erti · Mar 07, 2014, 08:13 PM

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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k

You have a talent for portraits.

All this winter I was supposed to be making inventory for this upcoming season but was so depressed I just sat on the couch for weeks and didn't go anywhere waiting for motivation to start doing my work it was very hard because I didn't feel like doing it and didn't have any urge.

Finally I got so fed up with myself, that I just got up and went and sat at my desk and began to do my work and that's when the inspiration begins. A ton of ideas.

Sometimes, not all the time, if I force myself to just do it , I get motivated and start banging out awesome pieces of art. Of course I become manic and get in the zone and do it for hours and days but I feel very accomplished.

So my point is just began to do it and see what happens. Maybe once you start drawing you'll get excited like I do and just start doing it!
I find that pushing myself once in awhile is all it really takes.

Don't let that talent go to waste!

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Thanks Punky. Maybe so. Been thinking about taking another drawing class at the community college in my area. Maybe that'll kick my *** into shape and start drawing again.

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Your face would be perfect for ERTI to draw for a portrait.
Beautiful.

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Lol, I can try if y'all want me to!