Roll Call 20

Talk away, the other one is too long now.

this is my new video

i gave a shoutout to you atypical in my video

thanks for starting a new one atypical

Welp, according to the news Fred Phelps is dying. Not completely sure how I feel about this. Being apart of the LGBTQ community I feel like saying "good riddance to you Mr. Phelps" but being a human being... I don't want to wish death on anyone. Conflicted beliefs.

I've actually watched all your videos. Lol I feel like a stalker but anyways... Yay a shout out to Erti! lol. No questions though. Just keep doing what you're doing!

thanks erti! that means a lot to me

I've watched all of your videos too.

I feel like nothing point having over the line in between lies and truth and the world is ending.

thanks atypical! means a lot!

i feel for you atypical. i worry about you.

Atypical

I went back to sleep. I just watched ur recent video newtus. Thanks for doing that.

I'm so happy I found u guys. The bp forum is just too clicky and too many arguments and bickering. Nobody needs that.

Punky I hope ur doing ok.

I'm afraid to ask someone because I fear that someone may take it the wrong way. I've dealt with depression but I always wonder what mania/hypomania felt like. Mainly hypomania because I don't think I could deal with full blown mania. I read the bipolar forum from time to time and mania seems to usually crash and turns into depression.

Hey y'all! So glad I found you! I'm on this Tapatalk Pro and it doesn't tell me when y'all start a new Roll Call. I just see the posts

Lol Cracking... from the sounds of it tapatalk seems to be crappy. I prefer my laptop/desktop over phones/tablets.

[I love Orange is the new black. I can't wait for season 2. I haven't really gotten into other series. I should. I did start watching bates motel. I could get back to that. I don't watch much tv. Mainly just survivor and I admit it some of the real housewives franchise. I know they're stupid but it really takes my mind off things if I'm struggling. I just watched valkerie the other dayalthough I saw it in the theaters. If I really like a movie I will watch it over and over, lol. Have u seen the reader? It is so good I bought it. Really gets u thinking that one.



My son is still gone. I think his friend is going to stay over again. I've been on this eating healthy kick. So I've just been eating chicken. I haven't eaten much beef at all. But I got some really lean steaks. I think I might make them and sautayed (I can't spell that, lol) mushrooms.



How's ur evening going?]

Sorry I did the copy/paste from 19 to get it over here to 20. I don't think it's going to show it as a quote but it's here.

sunshine: I totally loved Orange Is the New Black and I also watched all of the Bates Motel too. I enjoyed them both! I like to watch movies too to take my mind off everything. I'm tired this evening. I worked my brain too much I think getting all my stuff together for school. My brain wants to go back to lazy mode!
Steaks with sautéed mushrooms sounds delicious! I am a steak lover!

Yes my lap top is much better. I can see more on that. But Tapatalk Pro does tell me when a new post comes in. Jumping on my iPhone is much easier than getting out my lap top

Lol, I'm always on the computer and rarely do I use my phone. Not sure why I pay $40 unlimited plan from Boost Mobile. lol

I forgot to add that Sometimes P is the one who sent me a post telling me I could find y'all in 20! A big THANK YOU to Sometimes P!

Oh no that doesn't offend me at all. It feels ****ing fantastic. I feel like I could save the world. It feels like ur on drugs but ur not. I really love big cats and in one of my recent hypos I bought some big cat posters off the internet. They are way to big to decorate with, lol. I was gonna make my apt like a jungle with plants and big cat posters and everything. Also when I'm hypo I start looking into ways to start different organizations like for foster children and animals and anything where ppl or animals are abused. My son loves it when I'm hypo. I just feel so connected to the universe and nature. I usually also think about moving to Portland or Eugene Oregon, to be around more like minded ppl. It's wonderful. But full blown mania is bad for me. I get really paranoid and anxious and feel like I'm totally disconnected with the universe and the human race. It's scary. I can't sleep or eat. So it's a fine line between hypo and full blown mania. I so wish I could just pull out hypo when I need it, us know? But unfortunately it doesn't work that way.

I'm always on my iPhone When I'm in my bedroom I get on my lap top sometimes. My lap top has to be plugged in because there's something wrong with the battery so I can't always be next to a plug. So my iPhone helps me tons!

tapatalk is pretty good. i see all the threads. and new posts. maybe your settings are different cracking

Hypo sounds fantastic. Full blown mania sounds detrimental to finances, friendships, and work situations.

Just thought I'd state this... I'm totally not wearing my pants at the moment. Ah, the breeze feels so good.