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Dec 16, 2006, 04:42 PM
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hello everyone,
i have been in treatment for 3 weeks now. am taking meds as i mentioned in previous posts. i am on a rollercoaster of emotions. i go through periods of really bad depression, then i am productive, then i just feel empty. i keep forgetting things. i am tired of feeling depressed. my 'irrational fears" are under control. i don't feel satan in my room anymore. and though i am grateful for that i am tired of the emptiness i feel inside sometimes. i just wanna snap out of this. i hate feeling empty and depressed. i hate having to put on a persona in front of my family when deep inside i am drowning in misery. i am thankful for pc because it is the only place where i can share my true feelings. my pdoc just wants to know that the meds are working. are they working i ask myself. i have been in more episodes of depression than before. so down it scares me. i also have this sense of being super human where nothing seems to affect me in anyway. i know this sounds confusing. my thoughts are disorganized today... i just wanna run away sometimes.. leave everything behind.. then i think how selfish it is of me when i have 2 kids and a husband who need me and don't deserve to be abandoned. sorry for the long post, just venting. |
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Dec 18, 2006, 01:14 PM
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Hello I hope things get better for you soon. Hopefully your medication will get adjusted and you woll feel more like yourself soon..I am going to leave you the hotline number to call in case you would like to call and talk to someone in person if you are not feeling well 1-800-273-TALK. Take care sincerely Soidhonia
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Dec 18, 2006, 03:35 PM
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venting is always good. you know ive felt the same way about alot of things you said. I know that feeling of wanting to just get away, but im glad you want to stay with your kids, kids need parents.
i hope you feel better soon.. because i know that feeling bad sucks. |
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Dec 18, 2006, 05:02 PM
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I have a lot of the same things as you, I stood up about something that was a problem and have fixed so many things and uhmmmm made a difference in my life! When you feel really upset about something that is like one of the best things to do. One of my symptoms you can clearly see if you read some of my posts I have VERY disorganized thoughts! Vent all you want that really does help also. Let God be with you! (((Agony007)))Best of luck!
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