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Old May 22, 2014, 06:28 PM
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There is so much i want to say but cant....

punky
why? is there something wrong?
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:30 PM
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So instead of stopping my depot they've increased the dose because they say I'm getting 'breakthrough' symptoms. Brilliant....
Do you not get a say in that?!

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On a positive note though my cpn let me read what my psych wrote and she's started an 'open notes' procedure where she lets me read what she's written and I sign it after to say I approve what she's written. It's so I get less paranoid about what people are writing about me. I thought it was really good of her
Wow it's impressive that she would do that for you!

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I'm so annoyed. Every time I mention wanting to come off meds I get threatened with hospital. I have no control over this anymore since I went on the depot

Edit: sorry I'm complaining a lot
Why are they threatening you with hospital?? Is there stuff going on that you haven't mentioned here? Otherwise they're bluffing

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So I did something dumb, which I don't want to talk about what it was because I'm paranoid, but I want to talk about the experience caused by it. Due to doing something done I had possibly the most intense psychosis experience I have ever had. I was jumping through time. The house was pulsating, Paranoia and feeling like I was split into two, where like half of me was panicing and the other half of me was like slipping away. Everything was like flashing and pulsing like I was in a strobe light (which I hate strobe lights.)

It was really scary and I learned my lesson. But, i see now my mind really is more effected by things that my husband isn't, for example. So, I need to be careful.
Wow that sounds really scary! At least you know not to do whatever it is again. Are you almost at the point where you can see a pdoc yet (I can't remember how long it was you had to wait sorry)?

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I was very stressed about getting my job evaluation and whether or not I would be asked to come back next year. I finally got the eval and was asked to sign a contract for the new year. It seems like once I got through that I felt some relief.
Congratulations on the job!

My Dad has been ill in bed the last 2 days, so I'm stressed out doing some of the things that he would normally take care of. He's really sick and pathetic-looking, which is awful cos normally he's our rock. He doesn't often get sick, but when he does he always gets really, really sick

My Mum had her transplant appt today, which went well. As she has stayed out of hospital for a month now, they don't think she is currently sick enough to need a transplant, though they have taken bloods to double check. If the NHS were more efficient, it would've been better to have had the bloods done a week before the appt so they could've had the results today to make their decision! And they haven't ruled out a living donation, which is good too. They said she will likely need one at some point, but hopefully we can keep her well on just the meds for as long as possible.

I'm worrying about stuff as usual :/ I'm worried that my friend is reading my thoughts again based on a text she sent. The stupid Pedigree advert on TV is harassing me again about being a bad Mum to Max. And there's an article in the papers about White Dee (a reality 'star' from the poverty-porn series Benefit's Street) having her disability stopped after partying on holiday, and I'm worried about the surveillance people following me on holiday using the tracker and using the fact that I'm on holiday against me. And I'm worrying about talking to my parents on the weekend. Mum was already telling her friend earlier that she didn't think I was ready to go back to Uni in Sept, and anything I tell her is going to make it worse

*Willow*
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:31 PM
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There is so much i want to say but cant....

punky

I know you would receive lots of love and support from your friends here on Roll Call.
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:31 PM
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Lol. O my lord yes.
Its okay. Ill figure it out. Drama on the homefront that is going away soon as possible.

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Old May 22, 2014, 06:33 PM
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Lol. O my lord yes.
Its okay. Ill figure it out. Drama on the homefront that is going away soon as possible.

punky
well we ARE here if you need us. ok? remember that.
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:33 PM
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Did you post your picture that night sunshine? I can't remember if you did or not.

I will be brave....

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Hello everyone! This is me Cracking Slowly.
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:34 PM
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Get this....
Bean is doing good on just 35mg zyprexa right now.

How is that? We tried just zyprexa before and it was a disaster.

But right now thats all i have her on.

Hardly seeing or hearing things at all and they are not scaring her.
Wow! That's AMAZING news!

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There is so much i want to say but cant....
Is that person you know still reading here? I still think that's an awful thing to do, and I would HATE if someone did that to me

*Willow*
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:34 PM
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Was this the book? My Side of the Mountain - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia I loved this book when I was a kid. I wanted to hollow out a tree and live in it too.
HA! Thats it! Read it 100 times and moved to the town in that book here in upstate NY.

I even visit that library and mountain but there is no hollow tree there. I checked.

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Old May 22, 2014, 06:34 PM
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yay you are brave. round of applause everyone!
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:37 PM
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I showed my fat face! Lol!
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:38 PM
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nice to finally see u. cracking. thanks.

i havent done jack sh_t all day. i didnt go to the hearing voices group. i see T at 9am tomorrow. im kinda nervous. i hate when he asks me what i want to talk about bc i freeze up and say i dont know. then i feeel like its going bad and blame myself. i told him i hate that question. he just smiled.
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:39 PM
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Willow: I'm very sorry to hear that your dad is sick right now. I do hope he feels better very soon
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:39 PM
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Cracking--I don't know how to post pics here. So no I didn't that night.

Punky--good to hear about bean.

I need to get groceries, that's the only time I get out on my own. I don't wanna though...
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:40 PM
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I will be brave....

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Do you know.....this is as I pictured you to look like! Omgosh. So pretty!

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Old May 22, 2014, 06:40 PM
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nice to finally see u. cracking. thanks.

i havent done jack sh_t all day. i didnt go to the hearing voices group. i see T at 9am tomorrow. im kinda nervous. i hate when he asks me what i want to talk about bc i freeze up and say i dont know. then i feeel like its going bad and blame myself. i told him i hate that question. he just smiled.

Maybe you just needed a day to chill out
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:41 PM
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:41 PM
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Cracking--I don't know how to post pics here. So no I didn't that night.


Punky--good to hear about bean.


I need to get groceries, that's the only time I get out on my own. I don't wanna though...

I totally understand sunshine
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:42 PM
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haha i love that pic!
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:42 PM
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Do you know.....this is almost as I pictured you to look like! Omgosh. So pretty!

punky

Aw thanks Punky!
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:44 PM
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Love it!

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Old May 22, 2014, 06:45 PM
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TheatreKid: I like your pic
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:45 PM
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I showed my fat face! Lol!
You shouldn't put urself down like that.
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:46 PM
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You shouldn't put urself down like that.

I know but it's the truth. I've got a fat chubby face. Lol!
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:47 PM
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thanks guys. I like seeing everyone's pictures.
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Old May 22, 2014, 06:47 PM
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Ok page 100. Who wants to start a new one?
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