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sorry to hear

EXACTLY. Apparently the right to free speech has gone out the window. It's really rather sad. I am so sick of getting into this kind of trouble, it tends to happen to me a lot because I do not mince my words.

Out of pure curiosity (I am a very curious person) what was the story? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to, and I am sorry for being nosy, but I am a nosy person.

So I don't know the dynamics of your relationship but if you told me right before going to bed I would want to stay up and discuss it for a bit....and you are leaving early tomorrow so that's not the greatest. Can you talk to her a bit earlier?

She will get home at 4 so I will discuss it with her then.

That sounds like a good plan....

I finished my manga I need to change some things about it though like I might remove a few scenes that I dont like before I go and post it.I might not be home tomorrow I might be going out with friends Its the first time I have been out in a while hopefully it goes well I have been kinda scared about it.

I would love to see your manga, as I like to read it and watch anime (like attack on titan)

It'll take more than a couple of days to find out whether you wullvliose weight. I'd give it a couple of months.

I'm going to call my doctor on Monday - I don't want to go to the police, I trust my doctor - not them.

The only problem is she is too busy to take calls, I can't wait 6 months to my appointment to talk to her about it - I'll be dead by then. I don't want to hurt anyone - but my anxiety is high.

Surely there is a wat for a patient to talk to their doctor. Maybe you have to start with the nurse? I think your symptoms are strong enough that they may have to look at your meds.

My nurse is away - but you see if I have weeks left to live, I don't even know how long - I don't see what I have left to lose. If something happens - then they shouldn't make me this scared.

You have weeks left to live?!?!? What on earth happened?!

kureha and i and are both targeted individuals. we are both gangstalked

Isn't their someone covering for the nurse? In the U.S. a medical care provider cannot leave patients without access. I guess there's always 911, but here it's unheard of for physicians to not leave patients with after-hours emergency contact info.

Amazing blob, what Newtus said and because they are poisoning me with medication.

Crescent - there are other nurses that work there, but they don't know what is going on for me and one time I did call they were condescending, so that puts me off.
So if my doctor can't get back to me, I'm stuck with that.

That sounds horrible! I can't stand condescending health care providers. I'm crossing my fingers that the doc can call you.

Newtus... I know that sometimes you've identified yourself like this, but you demonstrate a very high degree of insight, and seem very aware the majority of the time that those beliefs aren't true... do I have that right.. or have I misunderstood?

Well then you need to see a doctor.....

those beliefs are very true. ive got solid proof in pictures and documents and videos. i dont trust the police enough to turn it into them but i might to it into other authorities. like the plane going over my house. divebombing my house. idk how my insight is. ive never measured it . but this gangstalking is REAL . very much so. i very much identify myself as this because its true. ive had men following me that work at forensic detective agencies trying to frame me for murders.

Omg, I woke up in pain. Not as excruciating as my back can get, but damn it hurt. Taking Tylenol and ibuprofen together seems to help. I guess I need to go on a soft food diet. Idk, what all I'll be able to eat then. But looks like nothing chewy, crunchy. So I guess a lot of soup, lol. Anyone have any suggestions?

Man, how we're they trying to frame u?

Milk shake, soup, yogurt, applesauce, refried beans, mashed banana....
Sorry you're in such pain

Omg a helicopter just flew over my house. I hid in the closet. I have been seeing many c -130's flying over my neighborhood very low. I think the government knows I'm immune to their brainwashing. They are finally zoning in on me. I am very scared.They might rig the bus I'm going on to get to camp withe explosives or assassinate me at camp. God help me.

Ok... thanks for explaining all that. Now I think I understand how it works. I think I misunderstood the times you've said you sort of knew that something you were paranoid about wasn't real... and I thought it applied to the beliefs about gangs talking and being a TI as well. Again, thanks for straightening me out on that.