Roll Call.....#30

I think its perfectly fine to have a soda from time to time it just makes you appreciate it all the more...I tried cutting out most sugar aside from like fruit and juice and stuff for a couple months now and I have been pigging on ice cream the last two weeks and I don't feel remotely guilty----whatever gets you though....

Have you ever said hello to your neighbor? Maybe he is from the north---up here we often ignore people we don't know unless its in small towns or whatever. When I was in college my roommates mom was visiting and started saying hello to all the neighbors and she was so embarrassed because people just don't say hello up here---they might look at you but they kind of want to give you your space and privacy...

I'm usually able to handle it, but I get really afraid. What I do is get near a close friend or family member, cuz it comforts me a little.

Hurricane Katrina and Sandy were not fun, many lives were lost.
Sandy caused billions dollars of damage, many people still don't have homes to live in!

I've experienced both... Katrina and sandy did hit Georgia a little but Katrina I can remember being very scared... Sandy brought sooo much rain..

I was in two hurricanes when I lived in the Virgin Islands - Luis and Marilyn. I came out unscathed both times.

Just heard that Hurricane Arthur is projected to be a category 2!

I've lost my mojo atm. Nothing excites me or gets me interested. I'm just all bleh. I don't know if it's the stressful situation I'm in that's doing it.

I'm glad I don't get hurricanes where I live. I'd be terrified.

The proof of my book came in the mail today I'm excited. Here's pictures (I blanked out my name, but I designed the cover myself)

That's amazing theatrekid! I'm so jealous of you I hope to be a published author one day. I really hope they sell

Thanks. I just self-published through lulu.com, which means distribution is all up to me. I'd love to reach a wide audience but it's a bit hard.

I hope you feel better soon, feeling blah is just crappy.

That's pretty kewl!!! I am very happy for you!

That's awesome!

i live in NC but in the mountains. ive been thru one hurricane. hurricane hugo in 1989. it came the furthest inland than any other hurricane. it hit western NC.. i was only 2 yrs old. my mom said my dad drove home during it from work. i just remember coloring with my sister. i dont recall being scared but was prob to young to know what was really going on.

i took my nite meds. im waiting for them to make me sleepy. i set my alarm for 5 45am. the only good thigns going on right now are getting to talk to T on phone tomorrow after work and then going to my moms house on saturday. everything else sucks monkey balls

and i will prob be alone for tomorrow night. no fireworks or friends.

also i know its only 6 30 nd im trying to go to bed. but i am just so done with today

I've had days like this... One time I had a day with SO MANY tests so when I got home i really wanted to just sleep. I still had to go to Boy Scouts.. So exhausting....

Hi everyone.

Today and the past few days I've been getting more and more stressed out. My thoughts are racing and I'm thinking of breaking into my psychiatrists office in town to search for records of them using me for research. Just at my wits end at the minute!

Hope you're all well today!

I am thinking about making a funny comic about what its like living with schizophrenia one that sheds a humorous light on otherwise every day grim situations.like picture this some one with schizophrenia is in a conversation and tries to respond back with a well thought out remark but it comes out all jumbled and disorganized.this is not funny at all,but showing a cut scene cartoon version that shows what is going on in that persons brain during a conversation,with like the brain freaking out panicking tossing words all over the place like dirty clothes in a messy room trying to find the right string of words and failing can be funny.I got the inspiration from this guys story you can read it here its got some funny stuff but sad stuff mixed in click on this link When your house is burning down, you should brush your teeth - The Oatmeal I think if more people tried to put grim situations in a humorous light like this it would help people to cope and find something to laugh about at least instead of moping around and feeling like dirt.I am still working on my manga too so I could try to do this new idea on the side.

Probably not the best idea...I don't know the laws in your country but here even if you get evidence against someone if you get it illegally it can't be used in court anyway.

That sounds beautiful, Lillybird.

I don't think that's a good idea.

What else can I do? I can't live like this anymore!

Is there anyone you do trust you can get an opinion on this from? I don't know what is happening to you but for me I really was sick and I had symptoms just like what you're describing I thought that there was a transmitter that was projecting the voices into my head....I thought it was in one of my teeth and I very strongly considered breaking out all my teeth to get it out. Luckily I did not do that...my thinking was that they could always put another one back in and I would have hurt myself for nothing. At some point my friends took me to a psychiatrist, I got some meds and suddenly the world made more sense to me....it was exactly the same world I grew up in and not the world I had experienced for the last month. There was no one after me....everyone was trying to help me get well. So like I said I don't know if this is the case with you but have you considered that your partner isn't brainwashed an really loves you and wants you to get better? Maybe your doctors are actually trying to help?

I'm sorry you're having a hard time.

If you break into someone's office, you may be arrested. Then you'd have worse problems than you have now.

Took a nap today, now I'm wide awake...Ugh. I'm never gonna get my sleep schedule back on track.

My son is gone for a couple days. I'm missing him. Nobody I know wants to do anything tomorrow. I may just go downtown by myself.

Hope everyone is well.

well im awake. before my alarm went off. slept pretty good. just have to make it thru work.