[Erti]

This is where we talk about things and stuff...

old Roll Call where we use to talk about things and stuff...
http://forums.psychcentral.com/schiz...call-35-a.html

[Atypical_Disaster]

Oh cool, Erti started a roll call! Awesomeness!

[Loial]

Shiney.

[junkDNA]

getting ready to go see T

[Erti]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

getting ready to go see T

Good luck. I always get nervous when I have an appointment with anyone. Hopefully you're not like me.

[newtus]

i get very nervous when i have an appt with anyone too especially if ive been seeing them allthe time. i saw my therapist for a year once a week mostly and i was very nervous each time

[Loial]

Yeah good luck Junk!

I get nervous with appointments too... I usually rehearse conversations as I think they might go in my head. I think it's because I have trouble thinking of answers to questions, which I assume is because of the cognitive effects.

I managed a lot better being given a sheet of questions to write answers to the next week when I was doing therapy for my anxiety.

[junkDNA]

i do get nervous before sessions and appointments. but it usually goes away once im there. its like anticipatory anxiety. wondering if something will go wrong or it will be a bad session. i also try to prepare what i want to say to T. cuz i hate feeling like im just sitting there and not saying anything. i want sessions to be productive and i wanna feel good when i leave and i want T to think it was productive too.

So I ended up not sleeping again so I took a zyprexa at 7. I slept good for about 1 and 1/2 hrs until my cats woke me up. I've decided I'm gonna have to mess with my meds again. She puts me in no other position. She won't do my meds over the phone and I need to sleep. I can't be doing emergency appt with her bc I can't afford them. She's dumb for laying down the law like this. I'll just be forced to mess with my meds again...

What do you guys think?

[Erti]

I would talk to the doctor and explain to her that you cannot afford the emergency visits and see if you can work something out with her. If not I would try to find another doctor. It's dangerous to tweek your medication yourself.

I think it's time for a new Dr. She's just a psych nurse and will only do scheduled appts. She won't do med adjustments over the phone. Idk, I need to figure something out...

But in my state on Medicaid you can only see psych nurses. Btw, what mgs of zyprexa are u on?

[Loial]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

its like anticipatory anxiety. wondering if something will go wrong or it will be a bad session.

Yup that's the one, although with me it's about worrying I won't know what to say.

[newtus]

i got the cramps and poops and the throw ups

[ZehR]

I bought a bottle of 95% alcohol xd

[newtus]

Originally Posted by ZehR

I bought a bottle of 95% alcohol xd

for what?

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by ZehR

I bought a bottle of 95% alcohol xd

If you're planning on drinking it I would double check it----normally only the 200 proof (100%)is safe for that the 95% is spiked with wood alcohol which is toxic----the point is it's fine for science/solvent uses but it will kill you if you drink it, but you'll go blind first....the reason they put the wood alcohol is so we as scientists don't have to pay liquor taxes on our research stuff so be careful....

[Lillybird90]

I did something I regret now...something I have never done I was hanging out with friends at a party and I had drank a little and one friend handed me some lsd and I didnt even think about it or what it was cause I was tipsy if I had been sober I would have never done this so I took it and I went on a long weird trip that turned terrible after a while and I have never done it before and its been like 3 days and I still dont feel like I am over the trip I dont know if this is normal really but I still am experiencing weird things and I have been more paranoid than ever I dont know what to do. I feel so stupid

[Lillybird90]

I dont ever take drugs ever....

[Atypical_Disaster]

Originally Posted by Lillybird90

I did something I regret now...something I have never done I was hanging out with friends at a party and I had drank a little and one friend handed me some lsd and I didnt even think about it or what it was cause I was tipsy if I had been sober I would have never done this so I took it and I went on a long weird trip that turned terrible after a while and I have never done it before and its been like 3 days and I still dont feel like I am over the trip I dont know if this is normal really but I still am experiencing weird things and I have been more paranoid than ever I dont know what to do. I feel so stupid

Oh crap, that's not good. I hope you feel better soon.

[Lillybird90]

thanks I do too this has all just been shi**ty

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by Lillybird90

I did something I regret now...something I have never done I was hanging out with friends at a party and I had drank a little and one friend handed me some lsd and I didnt even think about it or what it was cause I was tipsy if I had been sober I would have never done this so I took it and I went on a long weird trip that turned terrible after a while and I have never done it before and its been like 3 days and I still dont feel like I am over the trip I dont know if this is normal really but I still am experiencing weird things and I have been more paranoid than ever I dont know what to do. I feel so stupid

Whoa----I was wondering where you were---hope you feel better soon---

[ZehR]

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

If you're planning on drinking it I would double check it----normally only the 200 proof (100%)is safe for that the 95% is spiked with wood alcohol which is toxic----the point is it's fine for science/solvent uses but it will kill you if you drink it, but you'll go blind first....the reason they put the wood alcohol is so we as scientists don't have to pay liquor taxes on our research stuff so be careful....

Thanks for telling me but I bought this at the liquor store o.0 It should be safe. It's called Everclear grain alcohol.

@ Newtus I buy 4 le sips n mixes

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by ZehR

Thanks for telling me but I bought this at the liquor store o.0 It should be safe. It's called Everclear grain alcohol.

@ Newtus I buy 4 le sips n mixes

Ok good---there was a trend of getting this chemical stuff at one point because its like $15 a gallon but you have to know which to get----but if you bought it at the liqour store and not off the back of a truck or a sigma catalog it should be OK....

Lilybird, I hope u get to feeling better soon...