Roll Call 36

I'm sorry to hear that. Nasty stuff, killed a cousin of mine. I assume by 'was' you mean it's in the past. Well done to you, it can't have been easy!

same........

im eating pudding

Pudding over here is quite different :P

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Nice though.

Mmm I want pudding on toast now!

I know your kind of pudding came first so now I'm wondering how on earth the jello kind got named pudding....they are so different....

Yeah, it's in the past... thank god. That was a very dark time in my life. Thank you, it definitely wasn't easy.

I had a feeling we had that in common.

I got a bag of peach gummi rings...I ate it all....it was good

i still wanna do it

Why?

You really don't want to be addicted to heroin. Trust me.

Haha I know right! You Yanks have everything wrong calling Jam, Jelly and the likes. Tsk tsk.

Now that's just being silly.

Don't mix it with your xanax if you want to wake up ever again.....also think about the money it will cost if you get addicted...better to spend on an iPhone right?

Is it true you can be addicted from your first try? That drug has always terrified me so it has.

This, exactly. Among all the other **** that goes with drug addiction. It's a nasty lifestyle to fall into.

I still crave it and I've been clean for quite some time.

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Apparently talking to friends online gives you an oxytocin boost just like talking to people in real life.....so basically social networking sites are all the drug you need

I can't speak for everyone but that's how it happened for me. From the first time I tried it, I was addicted. Dangerous stuff.

im just bored with my life. its not going good and im stuck with this illness and these meds dont work. i wanna die. if i dont do some drug or smoke cigarettes i might as well try to kill myself.

Speaking of drugs....I'm betting if you were taking your antidepressant you wouldn't be thinking quite so harshly....I know when I was even Mildly depressed I was thinking in a really skewed way where I thought everything was just going to get worse and never better....and then it got better with working hard to have fun and the meds....

I honestly don't know about your psychosis but depression can be fixed....

To be fair though, you really don't give the chance for the meds to work. You don't stay on them for long.

If you get addicted to heroin or something else then you may very well die, but trust me, that would not be a very pleasant death.

I'm feeling better mood wise (and experiencing no anxiety or nausea! yay!). Don't know how long it will last. I feel like a failure and like I deserve pain, but I'm not currently suffering or depressed. Anyway, I'm basically in a better space now with my moods.

Part of me feels that I deserve to suffer from the moodswings, that I shouldn't be feeling nearly fine now.

You don't deserve anything bad...I think you're a great person....and I'm glad you're feeling better....

i feel like it cant be fixed. both psychosis and depression. im gonna be like this for the rest of my life.

the meds seem like they take forever to work then. i took my meds tonight and stuff but how long god idk im sick of this

It takes 4-6 weeks of taking them constantly....

Anyone else get eye spasms and eyes rolling up on your meds? I'm on a typical ap so that's probably why. Dirt so it is!