Ok let's talk...

[junkDNA]

to sunshine:

no i am not sick...i just havent been sleeping good and am really tired and feel strung out. im trying to not be paranoid. im trying to hold out til friday to get my shot.i just wanna take a nap.

im having a hard time doing this homework. it's about microsoft Excel. i know nothing about excel. i ve never used it until now. im having a hard time grasping the information. i just dont want to do it and tha makes it worse. but i have to. idk why but it just seems hard.

i wanna leave school quit my job and live in the woods. maybe.

[junkDNA]

T is very good at excel. he loves making charts...for everything.

i just texted him and said "**** excel"

he texted back and said "blasphemy!!!"

lol

[Loial]

Haha... Excel can be a bit tricky if you don't know what you are doing... especially with the formulas & stuff.

Should be some good guides online though.

I'd quite like to live in a house by some woods myself too. I love forests. Plus it's nice being somewhere quiet close to nature.

Oh excel. When I was in college I hated excel. I finally caught on but it was a beginners course. I feel ya.

Originally Posted by Lawscot

Haha... Excel can be a bit tricky if you don't know what you are doing... especially with the formulas & stuff.

Should be some good guides online though.

I'd quite like to live in a house by some woods myself too. I love forests. Plus it's nice being somewhere quiet close to nature.

I'd love to live in the woods in a house too. I need working plumbing though...

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

to sunshine:

no i am not sick...i just havent been sleeping good and am really tired and feel strung out. im trying to not be paranoid. im trying to hold out til friday to get my shot.i just wanna take a nap.

im having a hard time doing this homework. it's about microsoft Excel. i know nothing about excel. i ve never used it until now. im having a hard time grasping the information. i just dont want to do it and tha makes it worse. but i have to. idk why but it just seems hard.

i wanna leave school quit my job and live in the woods. maybe.

I like excel because it keeps me from having to do the same thing 100 times, you can just type in new numbers if you do a new experiment, but they changed up a lot in the new version which is kind of a pain I have to go to help to put in real error bars.

[Sometimes psychotic]

Was reading this article on sz---first person account of someone's onset. Well written but kind of creepy too...

This Is What Developing Acute Schizophrenia Feels Like | VICE United States

There is a lot of this type of article out there lately because it was mental health week or something-----makes me wonder if they intentionally put it in October because it can be kind of creepy....probably not but it seems fitting somehow.....it's when creepiness gets to be acceptable for a short time....

[Sometimes psychotic]

This ebola stuff is starting to worry me I can't believe the second nurse flew to ohio---I'm not sure why the cdc is just letting this stuff happen. I mean I guess they are just saying to them not to do certain things but with zero enforcement---

Man, I want to sleep more but I guess u can't catch up on sleep. I'll just go to bed earlier...

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

This ebola stuff is starting to worry me I can't believe the second nurse flew to ohio---I'm not sure why the cdc is just letting this stuff happen. I mean I guess they are just saying to them not to do certain things but with zero enforcement---

I haven't really been following it. I usually do but been dealing with other issues...

Originally Posted by sunshine1995

Man, I want to sleep more but I guess u can't catch up on sleep. I'll just go to bed earlier...

Are you getting back into a routine of sleeping the normal hours per day or are you still having trouble with it?

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by sunshine1995

I haven't really been following it. I usually do but been dealing with other issues...

Yeah so two of the nurses in dallas have tested positive for ebola after treating the original guy------they only quarantine them if they are showing symptoms but they aren't supposed to travel commercially like they can go in a car but this woman was on a plane on monday and just came back positive for ebola today with a fever and everything. They are going to move her to atlanta so the cdc can control it. I just don't understand why they didn't just let a cdc team directly care for the original patient and not nurses who have no training in this level of sterile technique. It seems really stupid---I know they sent a cdc team there I don't know why they weren't more directly involved.

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Yeah so two of the nurses in dallas have tested positive for ebola after treating the original guy------they only quarantine them if they are showing symptoms but they aren't supposed to travel commercially like they can go in a car but this woman was on a plane on monday and just came back positive for ebola today with a fever and everything. They are going to move her to atlanta so the cdc can control it. I just don't understand why they didn't just let a cdc team directly care for the original patient and not nurses who have no training in this level of sterile technique. It seems really stupid---I know they sent a cdc team there I don't know why they weren't more directly involved.

That is pretty stupid. Did they test them... then let them travel... then give them their results?

Originally Posted by chickenfoot

Are you getting back into a routine of sleeping the normal hours per day or are you still having trouble with it?

Getting back into a routine. But yesterday I also 6 hours, tan slept at night. I think I'm gonna go to bed at around 8pm.

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by chickenfoot

That is pretty stupid. Did they test them... then let them travel... then give them their results?

I don't think they are testing them until they get a fever which is when they are contageous....she traveled before that but they weren't supposed to but they aren't quaratined so there is no one to enforce it and it is stupid. We'll just ask you not to travel they same way we told you how not to get infected and die in the first place. The hospital actually turned away the original patient so I have no idea how they are in charge of anything anyway.

[newtus]

so the pharmacy said its too early to fill my meds. so idk how long ill be going without my meds again...

its been 2-3 weeks already.

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by newtus

so the pharmacy said its too early to fill my meds. so idk how long ill be going without my meds again...

its been 2-3 weeks already.

the sleep meds?

Chinkenfoot--I pretty much was barely sleeping until yesterday. It wasn't just that my cycle was messed up, I couldn't sleep. Than being on all the sleep meds I'm on just made me feel all drugged up. It was horrible...

[Erti]

Sorry Sunshine for not answering the phone this morning/afternoon. I slept in pretty late and didn't hear my phone go off.

Originally Posted by Erti

Sorry Sunshine for not answering the phone this morning/afternoon. I slept in pretty late and didn't hear my phone go off.

It's ok. Just call when you can, was just looking to chat.

Originally Posted by sunshine1995

Chinkenfoot--I pretty much was barely sleeping until yesterday. It wasn't just that my cycle was messed up, I couldn't sleep. Than being on all the sleep meds I'm on just made me feel all drugged up. It was horrible...

That sucks hun, but glad you're getting some sleep! Hope it only gets better for you

[newtus]

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

the sleep meds?

the ambien and xanax.

[newtus]

im in a really bad mood cuz i didnt get my meds

Originally Posted by newtus

im in a really bad mood cuz i didnt get my meds

If I missed out on some xanax and ambien I'd be in a pretty bad mood too haha!