Roll Call 42

Thank goodness. The days will get longer now after a bit.

Hi Atypical, thanks for the solstice greeting haha. How are you?

I didn't go to my voluntary job today. I have no motivation to do so. But I will be staying at my mum's house tonight. So that should take my mind off these stalkers.

I'm doing fabulously well thank you!

How are you doing?

almost everytime im with her i put my mental health at jeopardy. my dad thinks so too. because she has put me down in extreme ways ever since i was a little girl. telling me everything from she wish i wasnt born or i was actually "adopted" - to making fun of me for being on disability and making fun of my mental state. our relationship works best when im not actually around her. and even then she gets mad when i call her even if i havent called her in a few days. she hasnt just verbally made fun of me she has done some extremely terrible things. too much to go into because it spans my whole life.

i really dont want to be around anyone drinking anyway.

"Fabulously well" wow you dont here that often on rollcall. whats the craic?

and im good thanks

Oh, well Newtus youre the only one who knows whats best for you in these situations. i cant really take the high ground here because i didnt salvage any of the relationships from original family.

i have a great relationship with my dad and sister. not so much with my mom. and i dont consider my stepdad family especially after all hes said about me when i was a teen and about my dad. also that he broke apart a family when he knew what he was doing. so i dont consider him family.

i dont understand how some people can be content with their lives when theyve broken apart a family that had children involved. to me thats one of the sickest things in the world. especially when there are children involved.

When a relationship isnt working out between the parents often it isnt going to be good for the children for them to stay together. You could say we live in a selfish age and people separate too easily but it is what it is.

Fortunately I was never in that situation but if I'd ever had a spouse and kids, it would have been awful having to break up. I like to think I wouldn't have (my parents didn't).

I'm not sure if I'm hungry or nauseated. I don't really want to find out.

Lol, I'm just in a good mood today... For no particular reason. Hehehe.

I hear you.

im actually glad my parents broke up because my mom wasnt treating me right as a kid. but how it happened DIDNT have to happen. my mom had an affair with my dad and married her friends husband when her friend died by getting hit by a train. that BS is sick. my mom isnt a nice person. but she hides it. she talked crap about her friends husband and said loads of crap about him until she found out he had a lot of money and found out his parents were dying and he was going to inherit lots of more money. and then she accused my dad of raping her and abusing her. when i know wasnt true. ive been a loner all my life - rarely went out as a teen because i only had 1 friend in high school and most the time my friends came over to MY house. my parents never fought and nothing abusive ever happened. i can remember back since i was 3. my dad worked 3 jobs to give my mom everything she wanted and for his family.

all thats is just the BEGINNING of what happened when everything came apart.

Hey atypical check your mail.

Sorry. Sounds rough.

I've become a loner. I used to really like ppl when I was younger. Now I think from isolating so much these past 5-6 yrs it has made it so I don't really like ppl. I wish I could look past their negative traits and focus on their positive ones. Hopefully if I get driving I will start being more excepting. Bc we all have flaws...

yea true. i was so naive and nice to people when i was a teen but i got bullied and threatened so much i learned to not like people. i was a loner as a teen too and i still am but ive gotten meaner as ive gotten older because of mistreatment from others. but ive also learned to stand up for myself more. but still

im home finally.

mom and i r going to make Christmas cookies <3333333

tell her newtus says hi

she said oh hi my friend

ok change plans 2 stressful right now sooo tomorrow we make them

Really nice quote. Thanks sunshine!

I know you didn't intend it but posts telling me what to do quite frankly bother me. Please don't do this to me anymore. When you private message someone a notification comes up when on their screen when they log in, in other words, I see it when I get online.