Roll Call 42

Wow, you did well

I got a bag, a hoodie and slippers off my folks! Had a really great day too and heading out with some friends tonight for Stephens day!

I remember a really cool toy I got one year when I was little. I think it was a Mr. Magoo glitter painting set. It was very thick dense glitter paint.

well i asked for a new phone because mine was broken. like i said earlier i didnt really need but 1 thing for christmas

i woke up and i already feel really anxious. like my anxiety hit me like a ton of bricks

Hope you have a blast Chicken! Im not sure there is many rollcallers left with their holiday spirit intact. You might be the last of us, represent us well!

A horrible big bug was on my pillow a half inch from my face! I sprayed it with Raid and it died and now I don't see where it fell!

I'm completely freaked out and upset now.

Is anyone around?

I am Angelique, not find the bug yet?

Hi Neil. It fell somewhere. I don't know where and my bed is a mess and I have to fix it. You just wouldn't believe the mess here. I'm really miserable at the moment.

The thing was on my pillow! A half inch from my eye when I finally saw it. How does that happen?

Thats one thing I dont miss about the warm states I used to live in. England doesnt have many creepy crawlies and its such a relief. though i did live on a new development once that was horrific for spiders. non poisonous but so many big spiders! The fields where the houses were built must have been overrun with them.

Oh yeah, I have been telling myself it could have been worse and been a spider. ! I got the bedspread off the bed, next I'll work on putting a new one on and changing the pillow cases. I've been meaning to do this anyway.

I just freak out when things like this happen. I didn't used to be this bad but without benzos I guess I can hardly cope with anything. I'm so glad it wasn't a spider or worse!

That old bed spread was hemorrhaging feathers. The room is covered in feathers.

heyyyyyy guys whats up?

I didnt think things were still made with feather stuffing?

They're down blankets I've been using to cover the bed since the bed is weight dented on one side.

The bottom one was many years old and ripped in a ton of places and I'll never get all the feathers up!

Hey Angelique, I'm sorry you were alone on Christmas. I was hoping your friend would come by.

Atypical, I'm sorry for snapping at you the other night. And I'm sorry to others if I made it uncomfortable on here.

Chickenfoot, you would be so fun to hang out with, wish I knew you irl.

Everybody else, hope you're doing ok.

My favorite holiday is coming up. New years eve. I just feel refreshed at the new yr.

Anyone have any major plans for new years eve?

i got a frying pan, glass tupperware, a candle, old navy giftcard, tjmaxx gift card, chapstick, flashlight, and 100$. oh and cat food for toby

Anybody recommend a really good book? I like historical non fiction. Some of my favorites are- Angela's Ashes, Cane River, She's come undone, Running with scissors, The language of flowers, The color purple.

I have a lot more but their in my closet under a whole bunch of boxes. Anyway, I'm trying to avoid reading accounts of abuse. Idk, why I do that it's not good for me....

my dad gave me money for christmas but i felt so bad because unlike my mom - my dad doesnt have a lot of money and i just felt bad. my dad lives off his retirement money and then like he only makes a little over 8 dollars an hour at his work. i just feel bad...hes 68 and been laid off twice from his other job where he was making tons more cause they company was downsizing.

i really feel like i should give him back the money even tho i need it too. i dont feel right taking cash from my dad.

Keep the cash. He gave it to you because he loves you, and it was something he wanted to do.

yea. he prob wont accept it back anyway. i extremely rarely ask him for money. partially because i get my disability money but even when thats gone i dont ask for side money.