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making cookies 4 real this time

i feel tired. i just want christmas to come already

i have to drive over to my moms tomorrow for christmas. i really dont want to...mainly becuz i dont want to drive when theres lots of traffic...and then yea my mom and i relationship isnt real good right now and the last thing i want to do is spend the night there...again. but im not staying past wednesday morning. im spending christmas eve and day with my dad. he works and he only has two days off for christmas. my mom is unemployed and i can see her anytime.

soooo what up with ya'll?

Hey,

I just escaped the family dinner shortly after finishing... so noisy now everyone is up & I just couldn't stand it any longer.

Just about to watch a movie before bed, just finishing The Day After Tomorrow.

Me too newtus… Been counting down the days until xmas is over for weeks.

what makes u believe she is inexperienced? i would stay with her just to have someone to talk to but continue looking for a diff therapist. i know finding the right match is REALLY important and can lead to a lot of healing. i hope u find someone u like and u feel is better to suit your needs

i finally got internet. all moved into my new apartment.

going to go see T.

be back later

missed u guys!!!

Well I think I've decided I'm gonna change. I need to change through this agency or I might go back to my old therapist. Not sure yet. Thanks for responding.

Angelique, I completely understand the back pain. Sorry you're dealing with it. Hope you can find a doctor that will help you.

i know one person on here that plays video games. does anyone else?

We just brought sprinkles for the same and my mom prepped the dough this morning

I used to maybe a year ago but I haven't seen any RPGs that looked good since then...I kind of stopped paying attention tbh. Do you play?

No, I did as a kid. Pac man, ms Pac man, a whole bunch on atarti, lol.

My son does though.

i have a few consoles and obviouslt my computer. i usually play xbox. either 360 or One. yea i play. im sure you heard of skyrim. the fallout series is good too. also bioshock. Metro. Mass Effect. Oblivion. if those all arent RPG then they are RPG-like. but i THINK they are all rpg. i have those. i like games that are multiplayer usually because i can interact with people online and chat with them. well over the xbox. its funny cause i have call of duty but i rarely play it. cause it makes me nervous knowing someones hiding in the game waiting to kill you. so last night when my ambien buzz hit me i was playing call of duty lol. im so bad at it.

my fav multiplayer games are grand theft auto 5 and racing games like Forza 5 and stuff

Yeah I have oblivion but it was too open format for me I spent my time picking flowers and visiting caves and this ring things to fight so I never completed the story line. The last thing I played and really enjoyed was reckoning which had great designers and storytellers. I had to go back and got an early mass effect I think and I just never got into it. It seems like everything is so dark now I tend to like the final fantasy and star ocean type stuff more bright and colorful and then I do like ratchet and clank as well the guns are so fun in that one, my fav is the black sheepinator with explosive sheep. I also used to really like way back to the ps2 some of the snowboarding games they were peaceful and fun at the same time.

lol picking flowers

when i was in the one digit ages my first console was a gameboy. one of those purple see thru ones. i played pokemon like all day. the original ones. and i played that into my teens. and then when i was a preteen i got a ps1. i played a lot of skateboarding games and snowboard and stuff. then i got the xbox original. i didnt like it that much. ive had ps3 before but it wasnt until i got a 360 that the 360 like changed my life because i discovered multiplayer games outside of the PC. i used to play Runescape A LOT. lol.

i like the dark games but im not into zombies and stuff. and mind you im not good at gaming like i used to be and not THAT interested anymore but i still like it a bit. like every once and awhile.

i kinda want the sims 4 but its also kindve lost its appeal after sims 3.

I use to be all into Mario and donkey kong on the Super Nintendo. Then I got into spyro and crash on the playstation. I kinda stopped playing video games after that. But I have played other games. I use to watch my ex boyfriend play video games.

I do! In fact before I got sick about a year and a half ago I was pretty handy at making my own little games for Xbox's XNA framework.

Newtus: We seem to have the same taste in games! I love all that you've mentioned, especially Fallout!

thanks! yea fallout it fun. i got the pipboy 3000 app on my phone. its so cool. thats cool that you made games! i dont know how to even do that.

I used to play Spyro too and especially liked one level with aliens sucking up the cows Into their ships....

Lol I thought that was hilarious.

Do you have an iPhone or Android? I need to see this pipboy app!

Yeah I learned the basics in college and went from there. I'm not very good but it's alot of fun to see something come to life.

You should try some coding tutorials like codeacademy or https://www.futurelearn.com/courses/begin-programming . The future learn is an online course that starts in february and you can sign up for free.

Coding isn't always that accessible for people so many aren't exposed to it but it could be something you like and it's a great way to get the brain going.

Sorry if you've no interest, just suggesting as you like gaming!

I had a really great session with my therapist. I just realized today just how much progress we've been making. She makes me challenge my view of myself and situations so I see that some things that I thought were problems actually aren't. I used to not like this approach very much, but I realized that I've really been benefiting from it.

The downside to this: I am realizing that I may be sexually attracted to her. And that is very bad. I think this is because she really cares about me.