Roll Call 45

i feel really on edge. i still havent slept and i have to drive in a couple of hours

yea if i dont pick up my family doesnt call back for hours. my mom...days.

I really wish I was anywhere but at work today. When I got in, my friend told me that while I was out yesterday everyone was talking about the shortcomings of those not present. They said that much of the time, I'm just not all here. That I zone out and that my mind is somewhere else. Its true that I hate being here, but I do get my job done. Now I feel like everything I do today is being scrutinized.

Afternoon guys,

Hope all are well as can be...

Just come for an impromptu stay at my folks house, so feeling in a good mood. Think I'll be going to the cinema tomorrow as well which should be fun.

you need to start a roll call right now so we can get on it later.

I never answer the house phone though. I just leave it ringing and ignore it say I didn't hear or that the noise is too annoying to answer it. If it keeps ringing I just pick it up and put it back down to hang up. My sister just runs to the phone and loves to answer it idk why. She very social. I make no excuses lol. The house phone has such an irritating noise I want to throw it against the wall. This isn't some mental illness thing like I mean it's SOOOOO annoying I'll record it and put it on youtube that's what I'm going to do. - must be a negative symptom actually.

Edit: but I know with psychosis it's way different

the house phone is one thing. i never answer that. im talking about cell phones.

*hugs newtus*

Psychosis all the time ..

We could even switch over now... Nothing says we have to go to 1000...

Oh the smell of burning popcorn. Yummy.

boreeedddd and eating candy

i want to play my trombone and i am in the music room so maybe i will hmmm

You definitely should.

i lov trombone soooo much

Incoming!

One can only eat so many figlets at time.

What is a figlet?

A tiny dried up fig, kind of like a giant raisin. I've actually never had a not dried up fig before.

They are good, a friend of mine is Greek and has a fig tree here because it's what they would have at home, but they have to wrap it up and cut it back for the winter. It's a gamble every year whether the figs ripen or it gets too cold first but she made green fig jam once and that stuff was incredible.

my buddy and i r talking nerd talk lol about music

i lov them things

my dr increased my meds ...see psych and T next week

my bff is showing me scary clowns i hate clowns

I'll close this thread since roll call 46 was started