Roll Call 48

i had spook cremated. i have his urn. i wanted to keep him with me. if u want to do it and it helps u feel better about her death at least a little then i would do it. it is expensive but to me its worth it

i think i have tried that. i dont remember.
cuz every once and awile ill buy a new type of beer from store. so im usually tasting new stuff.

I think it's relatively new out. I also like Bulmers or Magners is what they call it in other countries. It's a really popular Irish cider! We where all drinking cans of it on the way home from a motorcycle festival one year and passed by the factory, being the big children we where we pulled over and all got a picture of us drinking their cans beside the sign, good times!

That **** would creep me out Lol Sorry, I hope the group was helpful to you though.

I'm feeling great, just finished a Monster Energy Drink

From reading your posts you certainly do sound like you're getting better, imo. I hope you are. Zyprexa is a pretty awesome drug at the start, it's gotten me out of pretty heavy psychosis in the past and that's generally what they put me on when I get bad.

honestly yall the group didnt help me much. but it was a chance to be social.

Door, I just saw your post a few pages back, I hope you keep posting, you're awesome

I'm such an impatient person. I want everything now not later, I blow my money on things I want as soon as I see them, I need to learn how to save up for something over time and appreciate it.

i hope you keep posting too Door. you seem cool.

being in this hospital in a small room which is the only place that I can use my own wifi because there is no wifi spent wifi spent over 250 dollars so I might as well just keep using up data **** it xp..

You're changing the color scheme of your meds.... I thought I had it, that I knew what it was and then you changed it. I dont get it now. I just don't get it

Neither do I

No I get it now.... I get it now.. I just needed to see that. the colors had to make something.

I need organization it has to make sense to me. ...

Do you see colours? All I see is black

i was supposed to be at work at 7am tomm but there is a black ice warning til 10am. my coach kept wanting me to call the store and ask if i can come in later. i really didnt wanna do that cuz i have like a talking on the phone phobia. i can text and stuff but talking to people on the phone makes me super anxious. i dont even talk to my mom on the phone. anyway i sucked it up and called the manager and asked him if i can come in later. he switched me with someone so now im going in at 9am. i feel proud that i called him especially since what happened last time and it was the same guy as last time. my coach said shes proud of me and T said he is proud too. so yay. i did it!!!

eek spider crawling on my arm

creepy!!!!!!!!!!!

ugh s**t dude theres tiny spiders all over my bed.

That's awesome I'd have a hard time with that....

Get the vacuum if you have the hose kind.....

it doesnt work.
i saw 3 but idk where they came from.

ummmm omg

I want to shave but it has to be supervised..

Edit: might as well

maybe you can just shake off the blankets or wash them I don't know I might be sleeping on the couch if that were the case.....