Roll Call 48

I see colours. I colour code everything, it just feels right. I can up all flustered if I don't get it right.

I see colors too with each illness matching it's color coded med(s).....

thats so interesting guys.

i see colors in words and in music. like when music plays i see colors and words and of course visuals and even movies play before my eyes.

i see other things but its mainly music associated with colors or something.

yea people always had to be supervised. females shaving stuff and males shaving their faces.

i remember wanting to straighten my hair and the only outlets they had were at the counter but i didnt even have a straightner on me but people were blow drying their hair and stuff at the med counter.

i think they are talking about seeing the colors in tweakys signature.

i showed T a pic of toby (who is orange) and he said it was spook and iw as like ummm no. thats orange. (spook was grey). he said no thats grey. i said are u colorblind? he said he wasnt. i said ITS ORANGE!!! he said are YOU colorblind? what color are these cards ? (we were playing cards. they were red.) i said they were purple. lol

Cool I was talking about tweaky's signature line I thought he was having issues with it on the phone maybe I'm wrong. Anyway it sound like you are describing Synesthesia---- Synesthesia - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

That sounds cool---there is a book by this guy called born on a blue day that is really popular you might look into it.

ugh i hated being in the hospital. i dont even like thinking about it. ive been in the hospital way too many times. im so glad i havent been in 2 yrs. i think maybe (i hope) i will never have to go back

What are we talking about? Seeing colors that other people don't see or the colors in Tweaky's signature?

Like Sometimes said they're color coded....

Sorry I'm just confused

i think chickenfoot and SP were talking about tweakys signature

I don't like where I'm at in my life. In fact, I hate it. I'm 32yrs old and I had to move in with my mother. I don't see a way out either. I can't see a clear exit out of this mess I'm in. I work very hard at a dead end job and I still can't pay my bills. I don't see a possible future where I'm happy yet. Furthering my education isn't going to happen. I'm not sure what to do with my liberal arts degree. At the moment, at this time in my life, I'm a loser.

Thanks I understand now


I'm so excited, we're having pizza tomorrow lol from Papa Johns. Half bacon, pepperoni, Italian sausage, and half ham, pineapple and bacon. Made with extra sauce, of course

All I can see on my phone is black but it should be colour matched dx with rx to make more sense and it makes so much sense to me that way

oh im sorry
i guess im mixed up

This is random, but when I was a senior in High School I took a Mythology class as an elective, it was really fun, especially the Celtic Mythology

I don't think you're a loser at all, you strike me as an incredibly creative individual with a gift for words....

I'm not sure why you can't further your education---many people take a break between undergrad and grad school---you could pick up a couple of classes on the side to get new recommendation letters.....maybe when you move out to Cali if you're still considering that...

That sounds cool----is there anything in particular you remember that you can share?

my history exam is actually tomorrow.

Have you studied?

I'm sorry you're feeling that way right now. I can relate. I don't think you're a loser though. You're a really cool person.

lol nah.

ever since grade school i never even studied.
i didnt get good grades in grade school.
i get good grades now and i dont study.
only difference is im doing school how i want and when i want which and studying pretty much the subjects i want. which helps keeps me motivated.
ive always crammed because i have a tendency to forget.
but when im sick it doesnt matter whether i cram or study nothing will work when im sick.

I can't really remember anything specific but we did look at a lot of Mayan culture. There's this legendary serpent bird called the Quetzalcoatl, that was interesting. I know we went over some cool stuff, I just can't seem to remember the details.

I want to go home..

hm. i dont entirely understand. i lost over 30 pounds and i still look big.
last time i lost weight i looked really good. i mean i have pictures of myself.
but its also still at least another 25 pounds from where i want to be.
but its at least over 30 pounds lost...

Oh you're like the total opposite of me...the last hour before the test I would start reading a magazine or something to chill me out instead of cramming---people thought I was just really confident...

I don't think I could have gotten this far without my nicotine inhaler

Edit: egotistical nurse not giving me my damn government psychiatrist assigned chill pills.. So I raged and now they're giving my Olanzapine