Roll Call 52

has anyone ever experienced the sound of a paper shredder going off at 5 or 6 am in the morning?

Time is up it couldn't last
But there's more things I have to do
I'm coming back to try again
Don't tell me that this is the end

No more lies...

Thoughts in my head that aren't mine.

Transmitted from walls.

Threw up my medicine this morning.

There's no groups today.

I'll go see my psychiatrist and ask for more than 30mg Vyvanse. I'm only doing it with the pharmacist in the room because he knows that 72-90mg concerta is equal to at least 70mg Vyvanse.

Then I'll sleep or what ever. I hope the swimming pool is open though.

its been raining all night and morning

Getting checked out today, can't deal with the thoughts.

I'm missing too much school.

its raining and thundering today. im worried about my chickens. the water was up to my ankles when i went to check on them this morning. they seemed fine. but im still worried.

watching First Kid lol

I hated math until I discovered geometry. Before that I found it very abstract and boring. Now I see what I'm doing. The challenge of solving the little puzzles motivates me to learn more.

I want to drop out of school, do it at home or do it online.

Cant handle real school

40mg Vyvanse, 400mg Abilify shot tomorrow.

Idk if it's akathesia or the lack of methylphenidate that destroyed my ability to stay focused, listen and sit still while in therapy so I hope the Vyvanse works.

There was a massive decline in my ADHD symptoms until I just didn't have the motivation to write anymore.

Try doing it online at home, that might be a good option to try before dropping out.

well i vaccuumed.
thats my workout for today.
upright pushups.

I exercised at work! My coworker made me do chair squats with her so she wouldn't be the only one doing them.

i feel depressed today but i don't know why

Door why do i get the feeling that people turn to you whenever they need a co-conspirator? You're so accommodating!

Have to convince my mom

I am pretty accommodating. That gets me in lots of trouble!

I'm hoping for the best for you.

Thanks <3

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So this is the surgery we have today.. Plastic surgery!

Today hasn't been too bad. I mean I visited my grandparents and did the washing up. My psychiatrist is coming to visit me tomorrow morning. Then on Wednesday the therapist is coming to see me. I'm having a very busy week. Especially with going back to college and everything. Ugh, now I'm rambling. I've got to stop doing that.

"It's like nothing ever changed"

Examples please! other people's follies entertain me to no end!

Today was a pretty good day. My daughter had half day of school so we got to hang out alone for a while I love solo time with the kiddies