Roll Call 52

I really wish there was a medication that I could take to treat my depression, yet still have my positive (and some bit of negative) emotions. The stuff that I silently whisper to myself puts me on my back. Still, it's better to live and suffer than live and feel nothing at all.

Air is a gas? what? ROFL I'd love to hear the explanation!

It's preceeded by "water is a liquid" and "rocks are a solid."

It's a fantastic song by They Might Be Giants, lovingly called, "Solid, Liquid, Gas."

It rocks pretty hard.

I don't have an answer for that, but you need a secondary whisperer, to counteract the first disembodied whisper. Like if you hear whispered to you, "you're horrible, you'll never do anything that has merit," etc. you need a co-whisper to come out of left field to whisper to you, "Stfu! You don't even have a body, what do you know about life!"

And if you're the one whispering, feel free to come over and get smacked.

Jk, I know what it's like to tell yourself horrible things.

dylan moran is suppper hilarious.
hes brilliant yes. hes onto something.

I need coffee.

Haha I'm glad you like him! I get the privelege of seeing him live in October, cannot wait! If you like him you should check out a TV show called 'Black Books' .... his finest work... aboslultely hilarious!

I remember watching some episodes of Black Books, it was really great.

Definitely my favourite show!

Just in case the Starbucks thing doesnt work out, I've been looking on Craigslist for available jobs. I've already deemed myself unskilled enough for waitressing, chefing, and house-keeping. My resume wouldn't support me, and for house keeping, I'm afraid they'd ask me to prove that I know how to make a bed, or get stains out of carpets.

I wonder who would win if craigslist and Angie's list had a fight.

craigslist because angieslist makes you pay tho but angieslist...idk...of course ive nevr used it becuz i dont want to pay for something i can get off yelp

I totally agree!

had a good day. today is my year anniversary of working at the grocery store. hung out with my friend and i got toby a round cat thing with a ball in it for 2 dollars at a thrift store. they are like 25 at petsmart. gotta work again tomorrow def not looking forward to that. but then my mom is coming saturday and spending the night then me her and my sister are going to the Biltmore house. so yay!

That sounds really exciting!

Schindler?

What? Too dark? C'mon!

heyyyy guys whats up?

Hi Bean, I'm sitting in my daughters second dance class at the moment, sucking up the free wifi. But I just got me some dunkin donuts coffee, and feel much less fainty.

hey sup? eating a tamale!

watching catfish

My psychiatrist doesn't know how to prescribe stimulants. That's why there's a pharmacist there during my sessions. He's from Pakistan. 90mg of Concerta is not equal to 30mg Vyvanse. So I'm asking for Concerta back. I don't care if it's only covered 80%

My dad came to see me from Argentina so I spent the day with him and he's staying in a hotel here with my sister.

That guy I was talking about, I told him that I'm not going to talk to him anymore so I can get better and that I don't believe that he has a gold mine. If he did, he would be out of here. He took it very hard.

I went to my morning exercise group and was shooting hoops ect but I wanted to go to my 9am therapy group and there isn't much time in between. That's why she said that I only went to half a group so I'll have to do another group because of that and you know what? I was trying to go to all of them but they wrecked my momentum.

Then I was told that I would have to go to three groups if I don't comply.

I'm done. I tried to help myself. Apparently I failed to do simple tasks. They can all go * themselves. If I'm still going to be on Vyvanse, they better put me on a dosage that works and it doesn't look like I'm getting out of this place any time soon.

Me too!

sometimesP are you ok?? heard about the weather in IL

Yes I'm fine...it was bad T storms but the tornados never hit the city....

I'll be getting 1580 dollars a month but they are also thinking of putting me in a group home. Wtf?? I have my own apartment. I could just stay there, pay my mortgage with half of my income and go back to work part time. I'd have a quiet place to study and I'll still be interacting with people.

The reason as to why I'm jumping to 90mg of Concerta is because my dad brought me my English course papers finally so I can complete highschool. I have to get it done by the end of June so I'll be studying non stop but I can't with the Vyvanse.

omg i lov that show <333333333