Roll Call 53

pets help but a lot of times i really need someone to understand how im feeling. a nod or something. or a "yea" or "i understand" back or something. im not much of a hugger unless its my dad. im home alone all day from about 11 to 9. my dad is off 1-2 days a week and its never the same days. some weeks hes not off at all. otherwise im alone all day. im on here or im trying to keep myself busy nowadays.

buts its not the same. you know?
doing the things alone is not the same as doing stuff with someone else. thats what ive learned. i used to love doing stuff alone. now i dont...

I understand.
I can't really do much if I'm alone. I don't go anywhere except to my T or pdoc alone.

I'm feeling sleepy so maybe tonight will be my night Have a good one everyone

Idk how cocaine can reach this far north. Must be something going on that we don't know about like planes and ships being let in by security ordered by the government or something.

I need an artificial kick to get me into gear recreationally.

Be careful about self medication, it can **** you up big time.

I know it did to me

I'm alone 24/7. I'm starting to suffer much more lately. I've never been this lonely before.

As for loneliness, I deal with it big time.

I have no IRL friends, only family who dont really care about me.

I dont know what I do with my days, I just sit around and try to deal with my illness.

Wasting my life away.

Me too. It's so painful.

Sometimes I just sit there and think about what I'm doing with my life, and I realize what is my life worth when I do nothing.

That's when I get suicidal, but then I get over it.



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I go through those same thoughts. I'm not working, I'm a burden on the only friend I have left who I never get to even talk to anymore, there's just no point. I know I'm not much longer for the world as damaged as my lungs are. It scares me but there's no point to my living.

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Thank you! Hugs back! (Unfortunately I can't give hugs through the board since I'm forced to use Tapatalk on my phones.)

Good morning! It's 4 A.M right now but I went to sleep really early.

Should be a good day. Got some orders coming from Amazon today hopefully. I bought my mom a nice purse and a candle wax warmer with some Jasmine Honeysuckle wax

Holy crap.. There's like 97 guest on this forum. Someone is watching us!

I barely slept at all. I had to get up because UPS is supposed to bring my stuff today. I hope everyone slept better and has a good day.

Good morning friends.

Good morning

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How are you feeling today Falcon?

Tired and a bit depressed. Struggling with some delusions early this morning.

You?

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I'm tired, hungry though. I feel a bit odd, sort of surreal. Yesterday was a bit of a bad day for me. I'm sorry you've been feeling depressed. It may not mean much, coming from me, but I think you're a lovely person.

Thank you, it means a bunch.

Sorry your last day has been bad, hope today is better.

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Thank you. My morning mission is to rescue an iguana that's in my porch.

good morning...

feeling sad i have to work today....but oh well.....

morning from texas.

Has anyone had diarrhea so bad that as it comes out you go "OH MY GOD!".